-cHiNg YeNg's LifE-

23.01.2012 Zzz

2012-01-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

~~I HATE EMPTY PROMISE.~~

~~I HATE DISAPPOINTMENT.~~

~~IF YOU CAN'T DO IT, THEN DON'T PROMISE PEOPLE LA.~~

04.01.2012 Untitled :)

2012-01-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone,

Just a short post will be, hehe.

I'm too bored now :)

I did a lots of things today.

I cleaned my cupboard,

I cleaned my room,

I cleaned my table,

I cleaned god's table

and

I cleaned my shoe rack.

Bravo to myself :P

Next, I've something to share,

Deng deng deng deng ......... :

It's strawberry!

I love this!

So niceeeeeeeee and sweeeeeet :)

Next, my grandma is busying with her 'nga gu beng' nowadays due to the arrival of Chinese New Year.

She fried a lots for my family, relatives and also her friends.

Sometimes, I wanted to help her but end up she will not let me because she says that the oil is very dangerous.

See how caring is her <3

Since I can't help her, so I decided to disturb her aka eating :P

Pictures I snapped :

↓

This is the process xD

Next,

introduce a song to you all :

I Start to love this song :DD

Name of the song : 天使的距离 by 东城卫 :)

02.01.2012 A New Year :)

2012-01-02T02:44:00.000+08:00

Arlooo, my dearest blog and buddies!

I'm here to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012! :)

I think I had the craziest countdown year this year.

Full of joy and laughter and 'quarrels' :P

With the other three siao po.

(SiowWei Tan, SiWen Loo, ChiaYee Ong)

Yes, we ss-ed alot.

In front of old town, and everyone is like looking at us.

But we enjoyed it alot.

I think this is the first year I celebrated my New Year/~~Chinese New Year~~ with my friends if I'm not mistaken.

Randoms :

Next, I think I'll have a lot of things to blog.

Many things come to my mind at this time.

Maybe I should blog down some memories of Year 2011/~~2012~~.

Although it had already pass but memories are still memories.

My trimester 2 passed really pass.

Time flies.

15 weeks just ended like this.

But I still love this trimester a lot.

I think I'm not as playful as last trimester.

I think I'm not as lazy as last trimester.

Go through lots of things this trimester.

Sad, happy, disappointed, touch, and of course sweet and sour :)

But it's worth.

I hope that I could get good results for this trimester :D

My Examination Slip :)

I still have lots of pictures to upload but then it really load damn slow.

So i give up :)

03.12.2011 DYC + ECS + Myself :)

2011-12-03T03:44:00.001+08:00

Finally, as planned, I updated my blog.

Because I've too many things to share.

Regarding to exam and the busy week, I delayed my post.

And now, I'm FREE! :)

First thing come to my mind is the DYC Camp.

It's held on 23-27 Nov.

At first, I'm just a committee for the camp.

But at last, due to some emptyness for mentor, I'm promoted to become a mentor.

I was like OMG, and actually I've think a lot a lot of things.

Because most of the committee is only form4, I'm thinking, will they mind if I become a mentor?

I really think a lot even a day before and the real day.

I went back to Ti on the first day of camp's morning.

Actually I'm suppose to back a day before, but I've exam, so I delayed it.

On the way back Ti, I'm really afraid.

Will they mind or anything.

But when I reached PBHP, I know I'm wrong. I'm very very wrong.

They're damn friendly and welcome me all the way.

I feel so grateful to have them. Thank you :)

During the camp, I've learn alot.

I also get to know alot of friends which come back to help out as a mentor.

My relationship with those form4 committee getting closer and closer.

And last but not least, I've a group of really active and committed group members.

They really have lots of their own idea and creativity on doing some activities.

The camp was fun and I don't feel to go back during the last day.

But camp is camp, we still have to go back :)

Never regret attending this year's DYC Camp because it really bring a lot of happiness to me.

Thanks everyone :)

Mindful Ways, Peaceful Days.

The comment board.

This year's nametag has a big changes :)

This are my group memberssss. Visaka!

During the outdoor task with them :D

All the mentors and also assistant mentors.

Committee.

Random. Committee during outdoor task :D

Last but not least, my assistant mentor xD

End of the story for DYC.

I hope I'll have a chance to join again next year :)

It's great!

Next, about my ECS's sketch presentation.

Okay, overall it's totally NOT okay -.-

I've my presentation on next tuesday.

And I'll only start my rehearsal on this Sunday.

Do you think it's enough of time.

During the last meeting, we set that we're not going back hometown this week because we need to do a lot of preparation.

But now, everyone is back.

Just because there's member who need to accompany his girlfriend -.-

Just because there's member who need to go KL.

Just because everything

Already set the date, why can't you all take out some time to finish up the thing.

Okay, the written presentation, it was supposed to be done by everyone.

But at the end, I'm the only one who do it.

Reason is because I'M THE ONLY GIRL in the group.

Damn speechless. @@

What I hope now is we got enough of time and everything go on smoothly.

Went to watch 'Na Xie Nian' with him.

Nice movie! :)

Rate it 9.5/10

I even cried. Awesome!

Another thing :(

This week I argue with him alot of time.

I'm afraid, I'm really afraid.

I not really know what I'm afraid of, but I just don't like the time we argue.

I don't like we don't approach each other,

I don't like we have cold war,

I don't like we blame each other.

Although every time it just happen for a short while, really a short while, but if I can choose, I'll rather not let all this happens.

:) Smile :)

12.11.2011 Time flies :)

2011-11-12T00:29:00.001+08:00

Wohoooooo~!

Finally I have my free time for blogging :)

Done my presentation last week.

I think it's okay and I would like to congrats to myself.

Besides, need to congrats him for helping me in doing the slideshow.

I will not deny that he had more creativity than me.

It's true!

Next, finished my mathematics test 2.

Overall, I think it's okay but I hope the result is what I hope.

I don't want to feel disappointed again.

I'm disappointed on my chemistry paper.

I feel truly hurt as people said, the more you hope, the more you'll feel disappointed.

I'm worried that it might affect my final :(

Need to add double triple hardworking.

Two more continuous tests on week 10.

Organic chemistry on monday, and thermodynamic the next day.

I'll also be helping in the DYC camp for the following five days after my thermo's test.

Arghhh, I'm very sure it would be a very very busy week for that week.

Not to forget, I'll also be having drama presentation for my ECS class >.<

One thing I can say is this semester really passed too fast!

I can't believe I started my second semester for around 8 weeks already which means two months.

Time fliessssssssssssssssssssssssss!

Must appreciate timeeee :DD

Random picture:

Masking with him! :DD

04.11.2011 Weeee~

2011-11-04T01:34:00.001+08:00

Weeee~

Back after a month.

I know I'm lame.

Hahahahhaha -.-

Actually it just will be a short post.

Currently feel so bored and free.

First, I finished 4 tests for this sem.

I mean the midterm test la.

Some shows improvement but some doesn't.

But I promise myself I'll work harder.

Next, have a presentation and maths test next tuesday.

Gosh, differentiation really drive me crazy.

Not an easy topic seriously ><

Presentationnnnnnnnnn, a 5minutes speech.

Popi popi :DDD

Lastly, I admit that I'm in a relationship.

Want to know who, go see my facebook :)

Don't say I doesn't inform o :PPP

Hahahaha~

Joking la :))

Goodnight! Gonna play tetris :)

02.10.2011 Unhappy :(

2011-10-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm really unhappy.

Get scolded from dad early morning.

I don't think I made him mad or angry.

But why, I'm always the one who get scolded.

To avoid everything, the best thing is to back to my life.

I went back Kampar early today, not as I planned.

Not to get away from him or what, maybe just let me to cool down.

He has his pressure too, I know.

I'll understand.

I'm sorry, dad.

Please forgive me :(

30.09.2011 My Blog :D

2011-09-30T18:36:00.001+08:00

Hello, my blog`

I know my blog is dead and I believe most of my readers are gone`

Because of my dead blog`

Is okay, I'll try to update you more frequent`

I promise` :D

I'm now in my hometown, home sweet home`

Doesn't know why, I have homesick so frequent these few weeks`

I just feel so desperate to meet my family members`

And of course my buddies`

Trimester 2 has started`

Overall this two weeks are still okay.

Thermodynamic and organic chemistry are a quite tough subject for me`

Especially thermo, I gotta put more effort on it`

I want to pass this trimester with a good result :D

I hope I can`

I always tell myself, nothing is impossible`

People always tell me, nothing is impossible`

I really hope nothing is impossible`

I don't want to fail anymore`

It's really hurt for me and I know because of my playfulness`

I promise I wouldn't play more this trimester`

I'm really afraid of it already T.T

Gambatehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D

Between,

Gonna install maggie mee tonight! Wulala~

Happy :DD

Random:

02.09.2011 :)

2011-09-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

昨天，我挽回了一个对我很重要的人～

我答应自己，我不会再让今天的事发生～

对不起～

晶莹，加油噢！:)

24.07.2011 Random Update!

2011-07-24T11:57:00.001+08:00

Just a short post will be :)

I'm so so so lazy to study and I'll be having my Biology test 2 tomorrow ><

I feel like sleeping now eh although I sleep early yesterday.

What a day? Teluk Intan's weather is super duper good these two days I'm in home.

Windy weather for both day and my clothes cannot even fully dried.

But I appreciate :)

Super busy for last two week x.X

Had a lot of reports especially FULL REPORT for the three reports in a weeks and the assignments.

Not only that, tests are coming non-stop.

I'm so lack of sleep and you guys can definitely see a zombie when you see me..

I also don't want to be like that but it's really lack of timesss >.<

I tried to manage my time well for studies, reports, and assignments but end up failed.

Sigh~

Test 1 aren't score a good marks, it's super low x.X

Gotta add oil and study well for my test 2, but.........

I hope I can get good result ba~

Between,

I wanna thanks to my baobei for accompany me to study and take care of me during this hard and tired period.

Thank you! :D

Since I mentioned that it gonna be a short post, then I should stop typing now :D

Random pictures will be on :

:)))

02.07.2011 Busy life :)

2011-07-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

Hi, my dear blog.

Just realised already one month I did not update my blog ><

What a miracle, I did not even noticed that one month already passed since I went for my study.

Today, and now, I'm kinda free, because I'm so lazy to study although I will be having Mechanics and Physical Chemistry's test next week.

So, I'm gonna update my blog and visit my friend's blog to update myself.

Time flies! ><

I'm in UTAR for more than one month already.

At there, I met a group of nice groupmates.

I really appreciate everyone who's with me now.

Life getting busy and busy.

As my lecturer said, you won't even have a nice rest starting from week 5!

And now, I understand what he meant.

Test + lecture + tutorial + report really drives me crazy.

Need to sleep at the late night to finish up all these things.

I feel so suffering T.T

And I believe not only me, others might be the same.

I miss my secondary school life, which I do/copy the report directly.

But now, I need to do the discussion all on my own.

Strictly no copying ><

This is U life, I should be used to it.

Next, gonna blog about my unlucky day -.-

Last two days, I cut my finger by the needle of my compass due to my carelessness and it bleed ><

Then, I supposed to have a test on the same evening.

And I'm SUPPOSED to study between the break of one and a half hour before the test starts.

What so unlucky, I'm having period pain -.- and it ruin my mood to study, but I still got study a little bit la and I slept in the cafeteria after that.

Went into the exam hall with some confident, but end up I blank out in the exam hall -.-'''

But luckily at last I still manage to finish up the test, hope I'll get a good result :)

At night, went to friend's house to rush up my report till the middle of the night.

And guess what, water splashed on my report and I need to rewrite the report ><

So damn unlucky.

The next day, went to school for the morning class.

I LOST my phone due to my carelessness again -.-''

Can't find back my phone after that, and I believe that someone had taken it.

But miracle happens in the afternoon, someone return it to me! :D

Unexpected deii ><

And I shall thanks to the one who return my phone to me and someone who accompany me to find my phone.

Really thanks :)

Next, I'm gonna upload picturessssssss!

This is how I pass my one month life :)

Randoms:

-The look of the lake in my campus-

-Library -

-View from the library-

-It's unique-

-This is the result of parking the car without follows the rule in the campus-
*Not ME :)*

-This is how I dry my clothes-

-The garden and lake near my house area-

-My bicycle-

-Exp 1-

-Exp 2-

-Before-

-After-

-I love this-

Tadaaa xD

26.05.2011 My new life :)

2011-05-26T02:19:00.008+08:00

Hey, everyone :D

I'm here to update news about the place I'm staying now!

V
Tshing Hua,

Westlake, Kampar..

Currently staying here to complete my foundation and degree course in Utar, Perak Campus..

Came here on the 24th May which is on Tuesday morning and reached here about 12pm to make registration and follow on the orientation programme..

Haha, when you read my sentence above, you'll feel the journey was like a long journey cause I wrote 'came here in the morning and reached about 12pm',

but it's actually just a journey of 45 minutes to reach here from Teluk Intan..

Paiseh la :D

Then, the next morning, went to the campus to attend some talks,

Actually I feel that some of the talks are kinda boring,

but I still can accept it la cause got air-cond :D (Manyak cold weehhh)

My school's auditorium also sudah no air-cond because the principal wanted to save money -.-

So when in school's audi, duduk pun don't feel comfortable ><

Then, have my first lunch inside the campus today..

It's not bad, most of the stall sell those 'mixed rice' or it's well known as 'economic rice',

You know what I mean?

Those you can choose your own vegetables or meat as your dishes :D

It's affordable and I think reasonable,

About RM 2.90 per plate (for me it's cheap because in Teluk Intan, it costs at least RM 4.00 or above per plate)

And it's nice too! :D

At night, enjoy seeing my friends getting excited to play angry bird, it's so funny!

Okie, proceed to my room's condition :)

It's actually not bad,

The rent is RM295 per month excluded electricity and water bill, i'm not sure it's consider cheap or expensive, maybe I should survey it one day..

Hehe

It's kinda big and all the things are in good condition such as the bed, wardobe, study table and so on..

My housemates are very kind too! (Not all -.-, just only tow because I haven't meet others before)

They even chatted with me for about half an hour to one hour to know about me more :D

Happy happy :DD

Conclusion, my room and my housemate are good, I'm deal with it..

Next is just a few photos I took on the day I sent my things here, not gonna upload the picture of the latest 'look' of my room because it's too messy! Heeee~

My study table, but it's hot there ><

The view from my door :)

My beddd :) Cantikkan? I choose geh that bedsheet, wakakaka!

I'm so bagan -.-

And lastly, my toilet :D

Ignore the span because I already put it inside a container later on, so, it surely clean!

Oh ya,

I forget to take the picture of the wardrobe ><

Will try to update you on the next post if I remember, together with the condition of my whole house and also the condition and nice look of my campus! :)

I'm gonna stop now and continue my drama^^

Yes Sir, Sorry Sir~

Owhhh~ it's niceeeee :)

Tata xD

20.05.2011 Leaving :(

2011-05-20T01:57:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog..

Why? Busy?

I think maybe..

4 more days, I'll be leaving my home..

I need to be independent..

Seriously, last time I'm so desperate to be independent,

But now, no more..

I don't desperate to be independent anymore..

I'm crying when I think of my family..

Nobody will be able to fetch my grandma out every morning like what I did for the past four months..

I can see her laughter and happy heart when I fetch her out every morning..

I can feel the sadness when she always ask me when I'll be back when I'm in Sabah..

Because, nobody fetching her out during the one month I'm in Sabah..

I promise myself, I'll try my best to be back once a week to fetch her for breakfast and outing..

I want her to be happy for her life..

I want her to enjoy her life..

Although sometime she's fierce, she loves to mumble, she speaks loud,

No matter what happens, she's my grandma forever..

I hope she can take care herself when I'm not with her in home..

I hope her to be healthy always..

I'm crying when I'm thinking of my friends..

Many of them went for matriculation and also further studies..

Selangor, Melaka, Pahang, KL..

It's far away from TI,

I know they miss their family 100x more than me..

I know they're more emo than me..

I know they even cry more than me..

This is life :(

No matter how near or how far you're going to,

All of you are my best friend forever!

I'll never forget you, I'll keep you in my heart..

All the best for your future! :)

Let's recall back our sweetest memories!

*Struggle hard for Spm together!

*Refer homework together!

*Went for breakfast together!

*Celebrate everyone's birthday together!

*Going open house during CNY and Deepavali together!

*Drive and fetch each other together!

*Eat steamboat, laksa, nasi lemak, MacD, Pizza, ice kacang, chee cheong fun, cha kueu tiao, steak factory, old town, georgetown, Kfc together!

*Gossip together!

*Work in The Store together!

*Drive to Kampar and Ipoh for the first time together!

*Watch happy, love, horror in cinema together!

*Longkai late at night in Ba wei together!

*Stay at one's house until late at night together!

*Went to pasar malam, clock tower and camp together!

*Play rummy together!

*Play rollercoaster together!

*Go Genting trip together!

*Play badminton together!

*Go playground together!

And so on,

I'm not gonna continue listing anymore because there's too much things to list!

Pictures on:

Let's keep all these memories deep in our heart and steps forward for our future..

No matter where we go, who we meet, what we face, we must keep in touch :)

Take care my friends :)

Sign off!

08.05.2011 :)

2011-05-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy!

Blogskin 80% complete :DDD

How do you think about it?

Comment comment :)

And I love this so much!

The slide :)

07.05.2011 Blogskin! :)

2011-05-07T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yes! Refer to my blog title,

I'm gonna create my personal blogskin..

I'm gonna learn how to make a simple blogskin..

It's sounds interesting for me..

Normally, people will download the blogskin from a web and edit plus make it more interesting..

But now, I want to try my best to make the first blogskin for myself!

Hope I can success in it :)

Wish me luck :DDD

02.05.2011 My Sabah Trip :)

2011-05-02T16:05:00.004+08:00

Hallooooooo~

I'm back and have a lot of things and pictures to post on..

Let's start!

My Sabah trip :D

Actually it was a nice trip for me because too long didn't travel so far..

And this time I traveled alone..

Nice experience!

I went to have my flight alone, I went to have my bus alone..

Although it was a little bit scary but it's grateful that I'm safe back here..

On the 30th March, I went there..

Reached there almost 10pm ++

At aunty's house eat Teluk Intan's chu cheong fan..

Haha

Then went to bath and have a nice sleep that night..

And I'm so unlucky..

Handphone out of battery and I've tried to charge in my cousin's house but failed ><

It's because the battery plate have problem..

So, the first night without phone on :(

The next day, went to uncle handphone's shop and he suggested me to buy a new phone..

I agreed too since if I repair the phone, why not I buy a new one..

And my phone looked damn old and scratched..

So, i bought this!

Sony Ericsson Hazel

According to my cousin, this phone is reasonable to buy and have less complain..

It included wifi, 3G, 5.0 megapixel's camera and all..

So, if anyone of you looking for phone, this model is not a bad choice :)

Next, I passed my 28 days there for :

Working

Shopping

Sleeping

Lepak'ing

Eating seafood (it's very cheap there compare to here)

Watched 'HOP' there too..

It's super nice..

Nice :DD

Erm, what else?

Cant really think bout it now..

So, let's see photo ba~

Things I bought there!

Cousin's bread >< so cute! ouuch~

And she buy me this the next few days :D

Couple keychain from cousin too!

Still it's from her.. From beijing :D

The keychainsss !

Love this five! so cute..

The little ice-cream :)

Keychain too :)

Socks

My converse shoe :)

Adidas sport shoe :)

My beloved jacket!

Random itemsss :D

And you guys remember the cool fever pack to stick on our fringe?

The blue colour packet in the picture above..

Sabah sell it rm 0.80 per packet (2pcs)

I bought it at First choice for rm1.90 per packet..

At Q2 in Giant for rm2.90 per packet..

So, conclusion, Sabah sell it at the lowest price!

And I also bought alots shirts, dress and skirts from there too but no picture to post cause I didn't snap it ><

Picutre before, during and after the flight:

It's so lucky the sit beside me is empty during my flight :)

And lastly,

Ss picture of mine:

End :)

11.04.2011 i'm bored :-(

2011-04-11T19:02:00.004+08:00

I'm super bored now..

So maybe take sometime to update my blog ba..

Other than online,

Facebook,

Status,

Photos,

Twiter,

Friends' blog,

And what else?

I've nothing to do..

Bored seiiii~

Ok, now say bout something for future..

*STUDY PLAN*

Actually i'm kinda interested to join airlines..

Seriously >< I'm really interested to be a cabin crew..

Some ppl always say I wanted to be a cabin crew because i'm a socialed person..

Actually is not because I love to social around, just I love it when I see people ask for my help.. >< ok, I really dont know want how to describe about it..

The one who in-charge of cabin crew's course called me a few days ago..

And she told me that I can continue to distribute in airliner although after my degree course..

Actually i'm quite interested, but isn't it very waste if you study hard for four years and at last you work in a field that not related at all?

Hmph! I really dont know what i'm thinking..

But anyway, now, I give up to start with cabin crew and continue for my foundation..

Hope I can success in college life.. :-)

And to my friends who are going for the jpa's interview,

Best of luck ya! :-)

P/s: Sorry if this post is kinda messy because I update it through my phone..

Tata xD

29.03.2011 Leaving

2011-03-29T17:01:00.001+08:00

Damn!

My mood ruined down by someone..

If you think you correct, then continue your good attitude la..

Always blame others without knowing the truth..

Really betahan! ><

Next,

Got my SPM result last wednesday..

Erm, is not a very excellent results but the numbers of A is what i expected before I getting the result..

I'm satisfied with it..

What I'm afraid all this while, I already got it..

What I studies for all this while, I already got it too..

Now, just waiting to proceed to a higher education..

Jia you everyone!

I just don't understand,

Why some people must complain here and there..

People get what result, is their problems..

And please don't because you're an excellent students, you treat your friends that not as excellent as you like another person..

Everyone got their standard, I don't deny some maybe have higher IQ and some lower IQ..

Like some people, they can catch up very easily but some can't..

And don't too proud of yourself when you think you're very good than everyone..

Your action just will offense your friends around you..

And I admit, I'm one of them who offended by your words and your action..

Sorry if you're offended and I hope you're reading my post..

Because I really can't take it when you say it direct to me..

Sorry!

Going to sabah tomorrow! ><

I'll be missing everyone in TI..

I'll be missing the yum cha session with my friends..

I'll be missing keng kai session with ChiaYee and PuiLin..

I'll be missing the bak kut teh session organised by JiaLing..

I'll be missing steamboat session by HuiXin..

I'll be missing pasar malam session by Vanessa..

T_______________________________T

Be back after a month..

That time don't forget me for any session le o..

Gonna prepare to work for my last day.

Tata everyone :)

16.03.2011 T_T

2011-03-16T13:05:00.002+08:00

T______T

Cry sometimes is a good action to release some sadness in my heart..

I choose to cry because i'll feel better..

When I'm sad, I'll cry alone, in my room, without noticed by my family..

I don't want them to ask why, but I hope they'll just be silent..

Sigh~

14.03.2011 Sigh~

2011-03-14T21:29:00.003+08:00

It aren't a happy day for me..

I'm so down..

I'm so moody..

I feel like that's something troubling me..

Once I wake from my evening sleep,

I still can feel the pressure and hard feeling in my heart..
I really hate this feeling..

Hope it's a different day tomorrow..

Sigh~

26.01.2011 Deng!

2011-01-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

Everyone!

Today I'm gonna blog about THE STORE..

Or maybe not the store, is about my part-time working brand {MULLER)..

I'm super duper pissed off a few days ago, but it's not as serious as now..

Now I'm super duper triple pissed off!

The story goes like that..

On last sunday, I'm having my noon shift, which means from 1pm till 12am..

It's suppose to be my happy day working..

And everyone should have their own timetable, included me..

I don't even half full-day shift, or even morning shift..

But I didn't care much..

I go through my timetable, from thaipusam onwards, it supposed to be everyday 1pm start working until chinese new year eve..

Suddenly my promoter (=.=) talk to me..

She said I think tomorrow and tuesday you enter 6pm ba, beacuse I counted your salary will get rm700 this month, but part-time shouldn't get so high salary..

Hello? I only rm3.20 per hour, and of course, I'm satisfy with the paid too..

If those work rm3.50 geh ma need everyday off? LOL

You promoter can get high salary la, we part-time what?

And if we want to get high salary, also this month only la, beacuse got CNY..

If normal school day, I think everyday also work 4hours only..

I that time didn't so pissed off and I answered okkay..

The next day morning, she sms-ed me and say you enter 1pm la..

I was like okkay la, maybe she feel guilty, this is what I think that time! Haha!

Manatau I go work, the main purpose is she call me to clean the whole counter, wipe with cloths, sweep with broom and everything because her manager is coming the next day =.=

Wtf!

I yan, then she continued and said, tomorrow my manager come, you cant enter 1pm la, 6pm you only enter la..

I said okkay.. Fine, means cut my time again la, i diam diam lo..

Then, at that night she yao tell me, tomorrow you off ba, I think I can work myself.. =.= =.= =.=

Deng! I lagi diam diam lo..

Then I ask wednesday I have to enter what time?

She said follow back the timetable la which means 1pm..

Then this morning she sms-ed me again, and said you enter 6pm la..

Walao! I really can burst you know? If you want like that, then better you everyday message me and tell me, then you no need do THAT timetable and made people pissed off la..

And guys, I actually bluff-ed her that I'm not be around during CNY..

I told her I went for travel all..

But not long after that, I really feel guilty, because I'm thinking that if I really didn't work, means she'll not have holiday during CNY..

So, I told her I'm available during CNY, and I've to work..

But now, this is the way she or her company treat me, I really super bosong!

If she is like that earlier, I will not so stupid go work for her during CNY!

Gonna burst~ ARGHHHH! ><

I'll not satisfy with it!

P/S: I opened my blog for this week just to let people know more about The Store! F the store``

People, don't ever work for my brand if you're interested in my working brand :)

13.01.2011 :)

2011-01-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

I don't know why,

I wish to update my blog now,
just a very very short update :)

and I did it with the non-stop disconnect line =.=

My wireless is super zz, a while jao disconnect a while jao disconnect.. ><
><

First, started working in The Store for more than a week..

I guess everything is fine?

Sometimes really bored and stands until our leg pains, but still okay la..

As ChiaYee said, sit no money, stand got money.. :D

Second, got my car license and anyone who need transport can find me..

Ching Yeng is available here :)
I think that's all~

24.12.2010 Blogging :)

2010-12-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello, everyone..

I'm finally super free to online now..

Not going anywhere although it's a Christmas eve..

But tomorrow I'm sure have fun to steamboat together with my friends..

Hopefully :)

Erm, don't know what to blog, but I'm super free..

Let's start with the Genting trip..

It's actually a nice trip because i played something that I did not predict that I'll be playing it..

For example, the corkscrew..

But I'm not brave enough to play the flying coaster because I feel insecure..><

Yea, see how am i..

Next, imagine nine people are sleeping in a room with two single beds..

It's really not bad because we can organise ourselves..

With a single bed, four of us sleep together comfortably.. Haha..

But one thing I not really like is the condition of the room..

After room keeping also macam tak ada room keeping.. =.=

Same messy or maybe worst ><

I love room to be nice, organised, clean when I'm having outing for example a trip or a camp but idk what happening..

I'm so shocked when I entered the room but I know I shouldn't comment about it..

Just hoping people who reading about it know they should keep the room condition clean when having trip with ChingYeng.. keke!

Next,

I don't like it when someone critic about something but at last she/he herself/himself doing the same thing..

For example, I don't like this kind of bottle la.. Super not nice and it's so cheap..

But at last, she/he is buying and using it..

Let's imagine if you're me, you hearing with your own ear that he/she critic`ing about something you like so much, of course if I'm the one, I'll keep my mouth shut when I heard it la..

But then, not long later, you see the one who critic about it did the same thing..

For me is like super =.=

So, think before you critic anything..

Or if you critic that thing, then you don't do it.. =.=

Next, I'm gonna have my car test on the 30th of Dec which means next thursday..

But till now I haven't know how to parking and the three pregerakan thing.. =.=

And I went for the car lesson this afternoon, my agent which means the malay guy which I always said about him went to hospital for some problem, idk what problem but it looks serious..

So, I'm passed to an indian agent which I felt that my original agent which is a chinese man so irresponsible..

Don't know pass me to how many people already but still want take my money..

And what, I being said by the indian agent that 'wah, ah moi, dah berapa kali you belajar, tak tau parking lagi?'

I was like so =.=, my agent didn't teach me at ALL..

Not even once.
As if I don't want to learn it..

Then he say if like that you want how to test?

So, I told him about it, and he said then your jalan raya how?

Obviously, I won't answer very okay although I'm okay..

You get what I mean? Later if anything then how?

And he answer me 'ah moi, you tak ada confident at all la'..

I lagi zzzzz.. Nevermind, then the most zha dao de thing is before his start my car lesson, he drove me to the glutton square to buy rice for himself.. =.=

I felt my agent irresponsible at all.. x.X

Anyway, I hope I'll passed the test and I no need to see the irresponsible agent anymore.. Hee..

I think that's all for now..

Mau go Cso le..

Currently addicted to that game ><

Tata, will update soon if I'm free like now.. :)

11.12.2010 Sorry`

2010-12-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, everyone..

I'm back to my blog..

Yes, FINISHED my SPM :)

But I'm not gonna post anything related to my study..

It's about my normal life..

I would like to apologize to someone..

I'm sorry, I abandon you a lot this year..

We do contact each other, but it's very less..

I went to your blog..

I'm really sorry..

I didn't care you enough like what I did last time..

Busy? I know it's my fault..

I hope you'll forgive me and I promised I'll treat you better..

I'm really sorry ><

I know I hurt you that day, I sincerely apologize now..

SORRY T_T

Hope you'll forgive me..

11.10.2010 My Birthday! Part 2! :)

2010-10-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

Yo! :)

I'm back!

Woah, lots of things to continue..

Part 2 is here! xD

Today, there is only Physics Paper 2 for those non-Account's taker..

I know it's weird for the word, haha..

Let's continue..

So, we :

`Me`

`ChiaYee`

`SiWen`

`HuiXin`

`ChuiVenn`

went to the school library and start chit-chat`ing..

Girl ma, sure chat de la.. Blek!

And then, I asked them, how you all planned for my party?

And they told me one by one! Happy seii :)

I discovered a lots of things..

I feel kinda sorry to them..

I'm sorry, between, I love you all!

ChiaYee and SiWen

On the thursday, right after tuition, after I sent her home,

she went to fetch SiWen and they went searching for my present.. ><

First, they went The Store, then Sensini, then Law Yaw for both shops ( new and old shops ),

then, Giant for two shops too..

Finally, they found a pair of shoe that really suit me, in a good condition, new one, and suit with my feets' size..

I didn't even know they knew what size is my feet.. ><

And they bought a Muller-branded Tee in The Store too :)

After they went home, they still continue to record a video for me although there's still an exam the next morning..

Thanks!

ChuiVenn

She edited the video and did the cardboard until 4am on the morning..

OMG OMG OMG!

How could I imagine?

I was so shocked and I been told that she faint the next morning during karate practice..

I'm so sorry to her..

I didn't know I'm that important until this morning, I found everything :)

She even did the cardboard and until last minute double sided tape was finished..

And she even let the video to burn into disc and she went sleep,

manatau wake up failed ><

And she usually sleep at 10!

Manyak sorry ><

HuiXin

When I asked her, she told me,

Thursday's afternoon she suddenly think of that idea..

And she tell Siwen the next day during tuition..

And I think only herself and SiWen knew bout this..

Our miss ChiaYee miss it because she went to toilet during the suprise..

Takpa la, kita tengok video :)

Actually she planned to have the suprise on the 2nd floor,

But her mum told her at night maybe cant see..

Luckily she asked or told SiWen and at last she knew it's actually on the afternoon..

And she done it on the 1st floor..

More clear and nicer xD

And one thing that she told me is she kinda 'kek' when she asked ChuiVenn or who my reaction..

Manatau I bo cry.. So she manyak kek lu..

Sorry, HuiXin..

Cry now,

T________________________________________________T

Wuwuwuwuwuwuw~

PuiLin

I discovered that she did a video for me long long time ago..

Really really thanks..

Somehow, her video lose tak tau pergi mana or ter`delete..><

And she redo it..

Manyak thanks..

And I somemore tot she hide things from me..

Yuan lai all this while is about this video..

Hehe :)

JiaLing

This one leh, is accidentely ter`know de.. :P

She retake the video for 30+ times..

I mean the invidual video..

Really spent a lotss of times on this birthday party..

Terima kasih :)

My Birthday Cake

I knew it was a cake that my friend bought for me last minute..

I'm not blaming but instead I feel so paiseh..

How can my friend even reached my birthday venue,

and they went out again to the town just to buy a birthday cake for me..

Really thanks to those who willing to sacrifice and do so much things..

and special thanks to those who gave me presents,

wishes,

and helped in the suprises and the video ><

Thankssss!

My friend always ask me..

What is my feeling after received and know all this?

Okie, my feeling was happy, touched, sorry and sad..

All kind of feeling pun ada :P

Happy because I've never gone through this big type of birthday party when I'm a teenager..

I mean I ownself as the subject la.. Hehe!

Touched and sorry because I didn't aspect him and my friend will sacrifice so much things for me..

Time, every hour, evey minutes, every seconds and money ><

Sad because I knew ChuiVenn fainted and he sacrifice his case for me..

Energy pun sudah habis guna.. aiks!

The end, in conclusion, xDD

Sorry and thanks..

10000000000000 XXX

I'll appreciate everything and keep it in my mind forever..

Never forget what had happen on the 9th of October 2010 :)

Till Then :)

10.10.2010 My Birthday! Thanks! :)

2010-10-10T20:39:00.013+08:00

Hello, hello, hello..

Ching Yeng is here to blog!

Haha, from above, we know that she's going to write a happy post! :)

Yea, a super happy post!

Because yesterday was my birthday..

09.10.2010!

Finally, I'm 17 this year..

Erm, let's start from 08.10.2010, a day before my birthday..

I promised him to boil porridge a.k.a kengkai with him at 11.45pm..

Because he said he wanna to be the first one to wish me..

Somehow, about 10 something, I fall asleep and I tersleep..

Super zz..

And what you know?

I didn't off my silent mode, which mean it's in silent mode..

And the vibration, IDK what happen!

When I woke up at about 2 something, I found the vibration was not functioning..

And what, 99 miss call from him..@.@

And I'm sure it's over 100 and it's not mis scall, is he really call it..

Because he didn't miss call me before..

And I called him back and I think he wake up after that and we have a chat that while..

But, I know it was my wrong..

I shouldn't fall asleep..

I'm sorry, lao gong.. > <

Luckily he forgive me at last..
But I know, he wasn't happy at all that time..
Then, the next day, which is officially the real big day..
I went to his house that morning..
Erm, the ~~content is private and confidential~~..
Not going to blog what we did, but don't simply think la ><

Gave him the couple-T the same morning..

[ forget to take picture of it.. haiz! ]

Then, I did something bad..

Maybe I too desperate wanted to know what will he present to me all,

I went to his inbox >< Yea, hp's inbox..

I peep on his inbox and I read it one by one..

At first, he don't let me read because he said I'll sad if I read it..

But I say nevermind and at last he let me..

And I read a message from his friend discussing about my birthday..

And it's about my friend not ready about my birthday due to the ~~gerak gempur~~ all, something like this..

And after I read it, I just keep quiet.. :)

I understand my friend were busy for the exam all and I didn't blame everyone honestly..

Just a little bit dissapointed..

CONTINUE IT! hehe :)

Skip some ya, too long! ><

Approxiamately 1.30pm, I went to macd with him..

And I made him the special burger..

But I know it wasn't special at all.. SORRY!

Received lots of present from him, and my friends..

Will share it later on!

And I cried for a part..

I'm sure you know which part if you attended the party..

He bought me:

-A pair of rings,

-flowers,

-a contract that he promised me last time,

-799 of stars that folded by his own! ><

He really made me a suprise..

Thanks! <3

Then, the suprises followed..

1st, the thing that made by ChuiVenn..

With lots of memo and pictures from my dear buddies :)

And what? I have to go round and get 10 signatures from anomynous! Woaahhh!

Luckily at last I did it with his help :)

Really thanks a lot to everyone..

Then, continue, still got..

From huixin, she made the wish using cardboard..

And all my friends were so cooperative and they went outside One Stop..

At the mirror on top of steak factory and show the cardboard..

OMG OMG OMG OMG!

So touched with their suprises..

Love you all! Muacks!

Oh ya, something that I cant forget too..

Video from PuiLin and everyone that cooperate to made both of the videos..

Due to too long of the MB, will be uplaoded soon another time okie?

Sorry ya, dalam manyak secret from my friends o..

And not forget the cake :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE.. hehe!

After that we went giant to play some games..

Ahem, trolley game?

Fun but still fun :P

After that, went to SUSHI KING! because everyone was too tired after run up and down in the giant supermarket! :)

Nearly to conclusion, be patient, hehe.. Macam continuous writing pulak ><

In conclusion, thanks everyone for your kindly attending, your presents, your wishes, your suprises that I'll never forget!

Yesterday, the 17th years in my life..

I have never gone through such really big with so many suprises in my birthday..

I'll appreciate this year until the end of my life..

YOU, MY BUDDIES, MY FRIENDS, AND EVERYONE, WITHOUT YOU ALL, MY BIRTHDAY PARTY WILL NOT BE A SUCCESSFUL BIRTHDAY! THANKS THANKS THANKS!!!

*BIG HUGS WITH KISS! :p*

Picture time!!!! =>

Randomly with no special arrangement, paiseh :)

With tortoise and flower :)

By ChuiVenn and friends :)

By HuiXin and friends :)

Birthday Cake :)

Ooops! Touched :)

Group Photoss! :)

~~Next, present!~~

Venn :)

From siwen, chiayee, puilin, siowwei, chewyeng, shaoxin, aLii, cheeyen :)

From HIM :)

From kathryn, poh yan, vynnie, qiuling, camee, yeesin, yeewon, hoeyen :)

From Vannie and Kah Lock :)

Last photo, tiada kaitan with birthday, but just random

and I wanna to post it because I'm in the trolley! :P

Tata :D

02.10.2010 Top Ten Christian Song! :)

2010-10-02T12:34:00.007+08:00

This is the top ten christian song that's in my mind when I think of christian song..
It's nice..
Lend me your ears and listen to it when you're free..

1. Lord I Give You My Heart

2. Lord I Lift Your Name On High

3. Shout to The Lord

4. Here I'm to Worship

5. There is None Like You

6. Heart of Worship

7. You are My All in All

8. God of Wonders

9. Power of Your Love

10. One Way

Between, there's one video specially dedicated to the birthday gal :)

This gal was born on the 2nd of October,

and now she is finally 17..

Happy Birthday!! :)

and I still remember we love hello kitty together last time! :)

Smile mades us happy..

So, smile more..

- End -

27.09.2010 Blog Privated Soon..

2010-09-27T17:14:00.010+08:00

Back to blog!

Basically, I just want to say that I'm gonna private my blog soon..

This is because:

- I think my blog shouldn't be so open although it's ~~a lotss~~ / nothing in it..

- Feel that the teachersssss will stalk it one day.. ><

- Trying not to get any problem with school..

- Wanted to know if anyone are really reading my blog?

- Doesn't want stalker to stalk around.. =P

Leave me your email to those interested..

I think that's all.. :)

Today,

Pissed with someone..

Not pissed la, but I didn't know how to describe the miserable feeling..

Angry? Hate? Jealous? IDK =.=

I feel I'm not appreciated..

No matter how good I try to get along with friendship, at the end I'm nothing to you..
The way you talk me,
the way you speak to me,
the way you reply to me,
is different with how you treat others..
I feel so unhappy..

Maybe you will think I just want to live on my own,
You think I don't mind at all..
><
But, why I'm always the one?
I treat you good but you treat me in a opposite way..

I ask all of you, who doesn't want a friend?

When you need me, you will come to me..

When you have others, you will leave me..
This is the worst part!

I doesn't know where should I complain to..

I feel so down and unhappy this morning..

But I don't dare to sound out..

I act like normal..

I act like nothing happens..

All this doesn't mean I didn't feel anything..

Sometimes I will hide but sometimes I won't..
I will think how important am I in my friend's heart?

Why I cant like others who can go school happily everyday?

Why I cant like others who turns into happy when they meet their friend?

Maybe it is my own problem..
Anyway, I still hope you will treat me like last time one day..
Aiks! ><

Next,

Today was Yee Won's birthday..
Huixin made her a nice birthday card with lots wishes..

HAPPY BURTHDAY, BUDAK!

Hope all your wishes come true and score well in SPM :)

Found a meaningful quote:

Treat others the way you want them to treat back you..

- END! -

24.09.2010 I'm Sorry / I Love You !

2010-09-24T18:41:00.004+08:00

Yo!

I'm back people :)

Have ~~appear~~/disappear for about two weeks..

First, it's because I'm rushing for my UNCOMPLETED homework ><

[the delay of holiday's homework and during absent's homework]

Second, my beloved grandpa passed away last week! T_T

Third, it's not free to blog BUT i'm in facebook =S

But now, I'm free to blog..

Wanted to blog something but doesn't know where should I start from..><

Okie, from my beloved grandpa..

I think this is the really really first time happened to my closest family member..

I finally can feel the sadness..

Actually I'm kinda regret because of something..

A day before he passed away, I promised myself to visit him..

I feel like wanna to stick to him..

I doesn't know why..

Maybe I finally understand that old people or grandparents should be taken care very well..

But, unfortunately..

That evening, I felt dizzy and I went to sleep..

When I'm awake, it's already late in the evening..

So I planned to visit him the next day..

But that midnight, while I'm sleeping in the middle of the night, I heard a very loud sound outside my room..

I didn't dare to walk out, but I heard my uncle and auntie's sound..

And my brother came in my room and told me that my grandpa has just passed away..

My heart feel so pain, full of regret that night..

I couldn't sleep till the next morning until I went school..

I still go to school because it's the first day of school after the raya break..

I know it's a important day as we'll we receive our exam paper..

On the same afternoon, I went to the funeral parlor..

I saw my grandpa lying on a table..

Again, that feeling came back.. ><

Haiz..

Anyway, I'm sure he's very happy now..

I wish him has a wonderful and happy life in another world..

No matter what, I'll keep him in my heart forever..

To:

Grandpa,

I'm sorry for not visit you on that day, I'm sorry ><

I Love You!

11.09.2010 Who am I?

2010-09-11T17:53:00.001+08:00

Yea,

Back to blogging..

As I promised in last post, I'll not hide a single feeling anymore..

Recently, I found out I'm so ODD from others..

I'm so ~~SAME~~/DIFFERENT from my friends..

Do they hate/ignore me because I do not join them frequently?

Do they hate/ignore me because I leave them when I'm with him?

Do they hate/ignore me because I love to keep to myself?

Do they hate/ignore me because I ~~WILL~~/WILL NOT talk when I'm not in mood?

Do they hate/ignore me because I love to be emo?

I do not know..-.-

Somehow,

I hope I'm not different from them..

I hope I would not being ignored again..

I hope I can join them for any activities..

I hope I would not be left out..

I hope I would not be the UNINVITED guest..

I hope I would always be in their circle..

But, now, I'm totally NOT ><

You guys might be thinking she ownself think this and that..

But, this is what I really feel now..

Someone told me..

There are only TWO types of friend in this world..

One is those who will leave a footstep in your heart..

One is those who will walk away from you..

I hope I'm those who will leave a footstep in everyone's heart..

I DO NOT deny..

I'm a person who will get angry easily..

I'm a person who will jealous easily..

I'm a person who is very sensitive..

I'm a person who will think if I'm correct, I'll do that..

I'm a person who like to speak out without thinking..

I'm a person who like to joke without thinking..

I'm a person with a complicated mind..

I'm a person who love being pampered..

I'm a person who love being cared..

I'm a person who love to get attention from my friends..

I'm a person who love my friends to share their problems with me..

This is the real ChingYeng! ><

Of course,

He is important to me too..

He is not only my friend and also my lover..

From him, I've learned many many things..

He taught me to become a happy gal all the time..

He taught me I shouldn't be so lazy for my future..

He taught me what is love..

He taught me how important is trust..

He taught me how a girlfriend should behave..

He taught me to differentiate good and bad things..

He taught me how to take care myself..

He shared his problems with me..

He cares for me..

He pampers me..

He loves me..

Thanks him for coming into my life..

You made me laugh when I'm unhappy..

You care for me when I'm not well..

You encourage me when I'm lazy sleeping during exams..

You woke me up early in the morning..

You accompany me when I do not want to sleep early..

You worry of me when I'm late back home..

You always put me before you..

Maybe this is the reason why I love you..
AND
SERIOUSLY
YOU'RE NOT MY TOY!
YOU'RE NOT!! ><

I Love You!

P/s: This post is not wrote to offense anyone..

It just the feeling in my heart..

If anyone get offended, I'm sorry..

I do not mean it ><

TaTaaaaa !

09.09.2010 BLOG UPDATED!

2010-09-09T23:39:00.008+08:00

Hi, everyone :)

Good evening xD

My last update was on the 4th of Sep..

Although just passed 5 days, I miss my blog like hell..

I feel wanted to update it all the time..

Because blog was the only place I can fill my happiness, sadness, and every single feeling NOTED without hiding!

I wanted to NOTE every single things happens to me..

I wanted to NOTE every single feeling of me..

I wanted to NOTE everything without hiding..

I've read through many of my friend's blog..

I feel they're so real..

They blog every single real feeling of them..

Last time, maybe I'll scare of this and that while blogging..

I'll care of everyone's feeling..

I'll care of my reader's feeling..

But now, I'll still care but I'll blog every of my real feeling..

I WILL NOT/~~WILL~~ hide a single thing anymore..

If anyone of you reading this feel you can't take it, you may leave now :)

The wednesday, which means yesterday :)

Wake up in the morning and went for tuition..
...

Then, I went to fetch SiWen and went SanMin to play badminton..

Although I just play a few matches, I had a pigu pain the next day.. Muahaha~

After badminton, we went to the PLAYGROUND :)

It was like so many years I didn't go there since standard 4 or 5 if I'm not mistaken..

Yea, I do went there once this year with one of my friend but we just walk by..

At first, my mood was totally bad honestly.. I admit!

Then, I saw something like exercise..

My friends were trying and I wanna have a try too..

So, I went to play it and this make me happier..

I started to become active..

I went to play lik CHILDREN :)

I enjoy playing there..

Took lots of photos..

Let share it :

Try to fit my butt inside the small little toy? xD

Like children :)

The exercise thing..

Emo`ing..

Love this :)

Never forget this car.. The owner's parking = FAILED^^

(joking, no offense)

-End-

04.09.2010 My Saturday :)

2010-09-04T22:55:00.007+08:00

Yo Yo Yo!

Konichiwa :)

Back to blogging..

The most first thing gonna blog is about the movie I watched today..

Went for two movies back-to-back this morning with my fren and of course HIM :)

Before that, on friday, I went to bought the tickets with chiayee..

Guess what?

We bought 20 tickets for both movies..

BANGGA BETUL! [paiseh, 1st time neh!]

Bangga! :PP

Erm, bought 7 tickets for PCK [Phua Chu Kang] for :

Him

ChiaYee

HuiXin

JiaLing

Vanessa

KahLock

Rated it : 6/10

Because I felt the storyline is quite weird..

I didn't know what is the moral value for the story..

Haha..

Paiseh for those rated it vry high..

No offense to anyone.. :)

Then, another 13 tickets for The Descent 2 for:

Him

ChiaYee

HuiXin

JiaLing

Vanessa

KahLock

SiWen

PuiLin

SiowWei

PeiFen

Vivian

PeiJiun

Lisa (she bought it last minute :))

Rated it: 8.5/10

Nice~ Although it's scary.. Seriously..

I love those movie with blood :P

Special, bo bian.. xD

Till here..

01.09.2010 :)

2010-09-01T17:17:00.005+08:00

Hohoho~

Today, 01.09.2010..

A brand new month ><

It means it's going nearer to SPM..

But one thing that I felt happy..

My TRIAL is over..

I can have a big big rest..

I can have enuf sleep..

I can be PIG :)

I can do what i cant do during exam..

For example, watching drama non-stop..

I do enjoy watching tv during de exam..

But of course i cant lik 24/7 watch it non-stop la..

But now, perhaps I can :D

I wanna finish Ps man, The Mysteries of Love and Down With Love in the shortest time..

Muahaha~ *evil laugh* xD

Besides, planned wit fren to go for a movie..

Anyone interested?

Mari join mari join xD

Next next,

Gonna post something funny in my blog..

Is actually either a situation or conversation xD

Conversation:

Between me, siwen and chiayee..

One day, three of us sit together after arranging in table in the exam hall..

Suddenly,

Me:
I edited my blogskin.. nice bor?

Siwen:
Yaya, pink colour de..

Chiayee:
Mine leh? mine also pink leh..

Me:
Ya meh? paiseh, forget jor..

Siwen:
Yaya, but chingyeng's pink brighter..

Me:
Yaya, i sumore put pic tim..

Chiayee:
She yesterday onli teach me how to put pic xD

Siwen:
Har? how to put de wor..

Me:
I say i say..

Siwen:
How o?

Me:
Why wan tel you? [indirectly, paiseh..hahahhaha]

Siwen wit zhadao and angry face..

Me:
Sorry la, play onli.. tel you.. use photobucket lo..

Siwen:
what is photobucket?

Gosh, really laugh die me..

Me and chiayee laugh de most loudest one..

But I'm so lucky, only chiayee be blamed by de teacher :)

[no offense o, juz joking ya :)]

Next next,

Situation:

Me and chiayee on de way to ttn..

Chiayee was riding motor..

Suddenly..

Chiayee:
Wah, dis ppl dunno how to ride car geh mou.. Open signal yao dunwan turn wor..

Me:
Ppl pengguna yang berhemah ma.. Dun so lou hei :D

Chiayee:
Wanna cut her liao.. Chingyeng, c dis aunty.. Rmb her face ar..

Me:
Okay! *Muz rmb dis aunty's face*

Chiayee pass by de car..

Me:
Omg! You know who? CHUI VENN ar!!

Chiayee:
GG!

And both of us laugh lik nobody's business on de bike..xD

Till then 1st ba..

Actually got alot more but I juz rmb dis for dis time..

Will be continue ya..

Stay tunned! :)

26.08.2010 Crapping? Easily/Need!

2010-08-26T16:27:00.005+08:00

Yo!

I'm coming back xD

It's the break for my TRIAL again..

Banyak break kan?

Tapi bagus/~~tak bagus~~! :)

Boleh curi enjoy.. hee

Let's continue..

TWO more dayss to go..

SIX more papers to go!

But for me SEVEN more..

Coz got PJ.. I know those reading sure kena boom :P

Having addmaths test today..

Overall, it's dead.. ><

Nvm, stil got SPM..

Work harder for SPM :D

Jiayou to everyone especially those reading my blog..

Next,

~~PISSED OFF~~ again..

Alwiz pissed by others..

Hate it!><

Recently,

Actually not recently, is long time ago..aiks!

I easily/~~hardly~~ influenced by others..

I easily/~~hardly~~ pissed by others..

I easily/~~hardly~~ get offended by others..

I easily/~~hardly~~ get angry..

I easily/~~hardly~~ get jealous..

Many many things with a word 'easily'..
But, one thing i'm sure:

I need/~~don't need~~ to change my attitude..

I need/~~don't need~~ to be a better one..

I need/~~don't need~~ to be a good human being..

I need/~~don't need~~ to be a good gal for him..

I need/~~don't need~~ to be a good friend for everyone..

I need/~~don't need~~ to be a good & trustful listener..

I need/~~don't need~~ to get away all my bad attitude ><

Just ignore me, I'm too free and crapping alone :P

LALALALA~

What's more?

Yea, tmr holiday again..

It means takda sekolah..

Manyak happy..

Tat's why now can blog so long crapping :)

Okie le, stop now..

Continue when I'm free..

Gonna do something unpredictable..

But it's a secret now..

For those important to me..

Follow and catch me up ba :D

Love this meaningful quote:

You cannot control what happens to you,

but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you,

and in that,

you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.

-End post-

23.08.2010 Things He Did :)

2010-08-23T16:50:00.000+08:00

Found this particular post in I-rene's old blog post..

Feel it's interesting xD

Let's read it!

When you break her heart, the pain never goes away.

(P)

When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

(P)

When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

(P)

When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight and don't let her go.

(P)

When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she ignores you, give her your attention.

When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10

When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful and when a girl says shes ugly then she wants u to say ur beautiful or pretty back'

#11

When you see her crying, just stay with her and don't say a word.

(P)

#12

When she's with you, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

(P)

#13

When she's scared, protect her.

(P)

#14

When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

(P)

#15

When she steals your favourite things, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16

When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

(P)

#17

When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

(P)

#18

When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

(P)

#19

When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

(P)

#20

When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

(P)

#21

When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

(P)

#22

When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

(P)

#23

When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

(P)

#24

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

(P)

#25

Don't let her have the last word.

(P)

#26

Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

(P)

#27

Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

(P)

#28

Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29

When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30

When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to

her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31

Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

(P)

#32

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

(P)

#33

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

(P)

#34

Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

(P)

#36

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

(P)

#37

Let her into your world.

(P)

#38

Let her wear your clothes.

(P)

#39

When she's sad, be with her.

(P)

#40

Let her know she's important.

(P)

#41

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43

After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

(P)

P/s: Those (P) were things 'he' did.. Feel so happy :)

♥ Love Him ♥

19.08.2010 Random Post!

2010-08-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yea, ChingYeng is here to blog!

And I know it's still in the exam week..

But, I think today is the only day I'm free to blog..

Finished:

BM- paper1

BM- paper2

BI- paper1

BI- paper2

SEJ- paper1

6 more days to go!

16 more papers to go!

Gambateh to SPM trial's candidates!

Next,

I don't understand why 'someone' nowadays so hiao..

Or no, or mayb this particular gal ady hiao for a long time..=.=ll

Just now when I'm surfing Facebook..

Saw this particular gal's name at my wall..

Chatting with those 'boysss'..

Then, I'm too free..

Went to her profile..

Guess what I see?

Something, something and something..

But anyway, I'm not going to mention who is tat particular gal here..

I blogged this because really betahan wit this kind of gal..

Zzz!

-- P/s: I didn't mention anyone here,

so if you get offended when reading my blog,

that's YOUR problems :D--

Visited HuiXin's blog just now..

Yea, me and her really addicted to Taiwan drama titled 偷心大聖PS男 recently..

This drama is very popular now..

The most most most character that inspirate and lead me to watch is the little child in the drama..

Super cute nehh ><

How good if I can have him to be my child :P

Some random pictures due to the boringness :

Till Then！

Stay Tunned!

Will be Back Soon :D

08.08.2010 My personal diary :D

2010-08-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

Tdy,

A brand new day,

A memorable day,

An excited day,

A moody day,

A guilty day,

A happy day..

In conclusion, mixture feelings in a day :D

But I'm happy at de end..

The one cheer me up in de end..

This morning,

went to have breakfast with hueyshyuan..

This ah moi seven early eight early msg me said she vry hungry..

So, I went to eat wit her..

She brought me to a place which ppl never know the presence of the place..

A stall selling mee near menara condong..

After breakfast, I went to laogong's hse..

1stly, three of us chat chat chat and super happy..

After tat, tat hueyshyuan too paiseh and went longkai..

Laugh sei me..hehe

Two hours plus staying wit lao gong is a memorable day for me! :D

Next, excited!

In the evening, went to speedy to watch de cubprix..

At 1st, super excited leh..

But walk so long so long onli found a place tat is suitable to watch it..

And the weather was really really hot..

I'm sweating lik siao zha bo..

But worth, 1st time in my life..xD

Moody day..

But tak mau say here..

Sorry =(

Til here 1st ba..

Wanna away le..

Got sumone wanna stalk my blog after this..

Muahaha~jk jek ya..

You're welcome to my blog..

:DDDD

~~To be continue````~~

04.08.2010 Tdy's topic: Pissed off!

2010-08-04T18:55:00.005+08:00

Bloggie, bloggie ♥
Finally have time to come back to my blog..
Update, updating, updated! :D

Yea, many things to update..

Erm, where shuld i start?

No idea, but I'll start wit what's on my mind now..

Went for a movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice..

It was really an enjoyable and memorable day..

Next,

I'm super pissed off with lots of people recently..

Guess what type of people?

1st => People who selfish in study!

Please la, I know I'm not as clever as other people..

But, when someone ask for your help in study, just help them la if you know..

This one terbalik pulak..=.=

You know it but you tell de person you dunno..

Lagi one more keng, she know it..

And when I ask for her help, she gave me wrong ans but she wrote de correct ans on her paper.. deng!

Super speechless!

2nd => People who didn't think of others' feelings when they speak!

When you speak, please think of others' feelings la..

Sumtimes your words might hurt someone but just you dun realised..haiz

I'm sry if I did tat b4..

But I really dun like.. x.X

3rd => Fren snatcher!

Honestly, I hate being abandoned, being ignored..

No matter in class, at home or even at outside..

I know I'm tat emo and passive type, but I sumtimes I do feel lonely too..

I admit sumtimes I do jealous when my closed fren doesn't mix wit me..

But, it obvious you're trying to snatch her o how to say?

Erm, yea.. trying to show off tat she's wit you..

I didn't said that you cant, you CAN/CANNOT!

But please dun act in front of me la..

I hate people acting..

When you didn't have fren, you come close to me,

when you have fren, you go away from me..

This called true fren =.=ll

4th => People who didn't answer me when I speak to them!

Imagine if you talk to me and i dun ans you,

what wil you feel? happy? sad?

Treat people how you want them to treat you la..

Deiiiii~

5th => Betrayer!

Just hate betrayer..

Not many comments bout dis..

Cz I'm not gonna say anyting..

6th => Pissed off with a gal!

I know I'm bad to blog bout her here..

But, this is my blog, I blog what I like to blog la..

Who cares!

This gal used to have many problems wit other people..

And what?

She did something that I super hate it..

One day, I went to the gate2 because we (the prefect) were having spotcheck..

And I'm suppose to b there to lead the spotcheck..

And dis particular gal go and complain to the kp said tat why I'm back to gate2 but not her?

Please la,I'm de gate leader of course I shuld go back, and because of you I have to duty two gates alternatively throughout the year wit the reason you cried in the class..

And kp sked it's unfair to you..

Like tat I also know how to cry la..=.=!!

And who knows tat tat day is onli the 1st day that gal duty at gate1..

Before tat day, de gal was dutying in gate2 too..

Because of her behaviour, her duty place being change..

Kek hei betul.. release my anger here although it's passed..

Bcz it suit tdy's topic :)

To all Form 3 and Form 5 students:

Gambateh to all of you..

Try your best in your trial..

Nothing is impossible..

If you think you can, then you sure can..

Your future is on your own hand..

Jiayou, I'll alwiz be there to support all of you!

Erm,

I think I shuld stop it here before the post is too long..

Wil be continue if I rmb tat I left out sumting..

C again, take care everyone..

[ Tata ^_^ ]

18.07.2010 I'm Yours!

2010-07-18T00:05:00.005+08:00

Yea, back to my blog..

After abandoned it for bout half month, finally back to blogging..

As usual, I alwiz back to my blog when I'm moody..

The same goes today..

But at 1st, wanna blog bout happy tings 1st..

NS NS NS NS NS ~ ~ ~

Now, everyone is talking about NS..

And glad i'm escaped from NS..

Super happy although I wished to go NS last time..

I promised him, if wanna get NS, both also get, if not, both also dun get..

Luckily de result --> Both also dun get! :D

Thanks, god.. and also him bcz alwiz help me to check it..

Till Then :0

02.07.2010 History!

2010-07-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

Coming back!

Yea, tdy's topic..

HISTORY!

Went to huixin's blog tat day n saw all our 'old' pictures..

Have kinda lots of changes between us..

Everyone become more pretty, lenglui, 'mature' for me and many more..

Really xD dun offended ya :)

After reading her blog, I felt vry unfortunate..

And de one i felt de most unfortunate is a pic named History..

History --> a pic of four of us [Babe Pig, Babe Fire, Baby Ice and Icecream] and edited by her..

I know it shuldn't be felt unfortunate o wat but honestly I reali feel sumting..

On de pic, there's a chinese sentence..

-->我要我们永远在一起..

Dis sentence means 'I wan we alwiz be together'..

Y tat time v're so so super fren, but not now?

Why Why? >.<

Mayb it's really ady a history in our life..

I should let it go..

I should look forward..

I should forget all de unhappy memories..

And now I do satisfy wit my fren's corner..

Although sumtimes my attitude wil make sum1 unhappy, but at here I would like to apologize..

Sorry, my frens..

U all will alwiz in my heart..

Now, Today, Tomorrow and of course Forever..

No one can deny it..xD

=Friends Forever=

K la, nid out for dinner le..

Continue soon..

Tata^^

27.06.2010 A short post..

2010-06-27T03:12:00.000+08:00

Blog Blog Blog..
Seriously a vry down day for me tdy..
I dun even feel wanna to speak de whole day..
But when I online, I juz think bout my blog..
So I came here..
Anyway, a short post will be..
I being rude to sum1 dis afternoon bcz of my emo and down mood..
I feel so guilty to him..
Hope he dun mind..I'm sorry!
I'm not purposely being rude but I cant control myself..
Kinda dissapointed with lots ppl lately..
Feel being played, betrayed, ignored and anytings..
I hate my life now..
And ya, I hate myself too..
Hate everythings around..
For me, be alone all de time is de most enjoyable moments in my life..
Bcz I dun have to think of other tings..
X.X
P/S: ~~Thanks to sumone who accompany me de whole day when I'm moody.. Really appreciate much.. Thank you!~~

...

17.06.2010 No one understand :(

2010-06-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging :D

Went to gb n bb's band camp for 3 days..

Really have lots of fun there..

The activities were so interesting..

Had a lot of section practices, marching band practices, exercises, fall in and out and also games..

We also got to watch a movie named 'DrumLine' together on de 2nd nite..

Although I was kinda energetic/sleepy tat nite but I managed to watch it until the end of the movie..

Really nice especially when they're playing de drums..xD

Enjoy de camps --> captains ball and capture de flag..

Capture de flag really makes everyone tired..

N i got leg's muscle pain after de camp..

Walk one step pain one time..

Same when go up to de stairs..

Up one step pain one time..

But I do miss de camp..

I do miss and enjoyed de activities and the time spent wit them together..

Hope to have de same camp next time..

Next, seriously mad with someone..

Alwiz disturb here disturb there..

When I said I'm busy means I'm busy la..

Y must u alwiz disturb?

Do u think when sum1 is busy and he/she wil reply u on time?

Impossible right?

Then?

Started to spam my inbox lik nobody's business.. =.=ll

Really fed up la..

Plus tat time I'm not in mood sumore..zz!

Lastly, no one understand me..

N just I know it myself.. Sigh~

I'm sad but no one know..

I'm keeping myself alone but no one know..

I'm crying behind but no one know..

Everyone tot I'm vry happy, but actually I'm not..

I do have many things or mayb to say discontent that I couldn't express to anybody..

I have tried to express to sum1, but I dun think he/she understand..

But anyway, keep in my heart is de best..

No one know n only I'll know it..

Is really easy/hard to find sum1 who really understand u as u wished..

Excluding/Including me :(

Gambateh to mui for tmr tsd's tournament and all of them who take part in it..

Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3

Tdy msn's pm: Wat u wan? Pls dun simply DISTURB la.. Fed up and hate it.. Make ppl no mood onli!

To be continue next time :)

Tata..

13.06.2010 I Love Blogging..

2010-06-13T01:39:00.001+08:00

Blogging, blogging and blogging..

Recently, I love blogging..

I love to tel my blog bout my problems..

Perhaps, it could help me feel better..

Vry zzzzz!

Me again? fine, I've no comment..

Ya, I know ppl dun lik to fetch me..

Okie, honestly, I'm extremely offended..

Mayb u're juz joking but I really couldn't stand for it..

Next time, even I dun have transport, I wun ask for ur ride..

I'm serious, no joking!

Juz to release my anger here..

Super bosong >.

Sry ya, dun offended.. :)

Oh ya, thanks everyone who visited my blog..

I'm really touched..

Tdy onli i noticed quite a number of my fren visited my blog often..

And thanks for ur comments...

<3 Terima kasih!

Bought a pink slipper tdy..

It's pink in colour..

It looks cute and I love it vry much..

Pic of it :

Shoe Shoe Shoe xD

Will be going to watch karate kid with my buddies tmr..

This time less one ppl..only 7 r going..

But I'm sure it'll be vry fun too..

Wil rate it after I watched it.. :)

K la, gonna go on my bed now..

Will be blogging most probably after de band camp..

Dun miss me ya, aiai `ing.. paiseh.. )o.o(

Tdy msn's pm: I'm seriously offended.. hate it so much!

Zai Jian : )

12.06.2010 Shit!

2010-06-12T01:26:00.001+08:00

Bloggie, i feel so moody now..

Tat's y i only think of u right now..

I'm in a deep shit..haiz..

I'm missing someone that I ~~shuld~~/shuldn't..

What should I do now?

Recently, many things happened..

Suddenly different ppl come into my life..

Honestly, I didn't regret to know u..
Although I know many of my fren doesn't like you..
But..

U really help me a lots in my life..

U help me when I'm in trouble,

U tried to settle for me when I do not know what to do..

U care me lik one of ur family's member..

I can feel all ur good faith for me..

No matter what happen, I hope v're friend forever..

I'm missing someone..

But I'll keep it as a secret..

Mayb I've think too much but anyway, hope he'll have a happy and gud life in future..

Secret that can't be discovered.. :(

Oh ya, went for de movie 'Prince of Persia' with a group of buddies dis tuesday..

I rated it 8/10..

It's really a nice movie and worth to watch it..

Although it's really paiseh bcz sumting happened, but v got to laugh a lots..

Laughing makes everyone happier..

So, laugh more.. <3

Next, chucky!

Recently, addicted to Child's Play after watching it in SiWen's hse once nite..

Love de main character, chucky..

Although it's scary but I love it vry much..

Mayb bcz I love horror movie n horror character..

Tat's y.. :)

Wanna share it wit my buddies :)

Buddies, dun get shocked ya.. xD

Tdy msn's pm: Addicted to Child's Play recently.. especially CHUCKY!

TaTa^^

08.06.2010 I'm Free :D

2010-06-08T14:29:00.001+08:00

Sorry, guys..

Have abandon my bloggie for quite a long time, finally I'm free to blog again..

Hmm, 1st wanna blog bout yesterday..

I made a decision to break up with him..

Ya, HIM..

I know it's kinda a bad ending but I'm really happy with my life now..

Perhaps, this is the best solution..

I hope I'll more enjoy my life without him..

I felt sorry to him too if I've hurt him..

Hope he will live happily without me..

Hope he will happy forever..xD

Next, holiday started..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone and all my frens..

Enjoy ya..

Will be going for a movie tonite..

Mayb 8 to 9 ppl are going and it's really a big group..

Will blog about de movie when I'm free.. :D

Mid-term test had just passed..

I did badly in some papers..

But I hope the results are still okie la..

Jiayou to everyone..!^.^

Next, really pissed off wit sumone..

A guy who really make everyone pissed off..

Sorry if u're offended..

I really cant tahan wit it tat's y i posted it in my blog..

I hope u won't disturb me anymore..

I need freedom..

Will going for band camp next monday till wednesday..

Hope I'll get fun in it and forget all my past..

I want a new life..

A newborn ChingYeng..

Thanks to all my fren who alwiz accompany me no matter what happens..

Thanks a lot..

I love you all :)

Til Then..

Tdy msn's pm: Happy wit my life now..Perhaps dis is de best solution..

Bye^o^

17.05.2010 至少还有你! xD

2010-05-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的皱纹

有了岁月的痕迹

直到肯定你是真的

直到失去力气

为了你我愿意

动也不能动也要看着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸

让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸

让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我们好不容易

我们身不由己

我怕时间太快

不够将你看仔细

我怕时间太慢

日夜担心失去你

恨不得一夜之间白头永不分离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里
在那里......

12.05.2010 Bloggie^.^

2010-05-12T16:31:00.006+08:00

I'm back! :)

Went UCSI on last saturday for de open performance..

Overall, it's not bad although v may did some mistakes..

Gratz, everyone!

UCSI :)

An uncle wit nice shoulder..hahaha~jkjk^^

Wit HuiXin..

Aunty Yee..xD

[`no offenses`]

Liang liang mui mui.. :)

With WinShean.. =D

Hopes to have a chance to perform again..

Appreciate it much^.^

During de journey back to ti, de bus driver drove super fast..>.<`

Luckily nothing happened..

Thanks God for ur blessing.. :)

Next, having teknik menjawab for almost de whole week..

Although it's kinda ~~interesting~~/bored but hope it'll help all of us in our study..

Exam is juz around de corner..

Gudluck to everyone..

Try our best in de mid year exam..

Jiayou Jiayou.. Hehe!

I juz received a msg from one of my fren..

He sent me dis n i felt it's meaningfull..

And i wanna share it wit my frens too^.^

Friends are like colour pencils,

They colour our lives,

I may not be ur favourite COLOUR,

But I hope you will need me to complete ur pictures.

Friends are vry important in our life..

They may bring us happiness nor sadness..

But without them, our life is nothing.. =D

Went to search for de definition of friends juz now..

And got to know there're many types of frens:

Best friend (or close friend): A person with whom someone shares extremely strong interpersonal ties with as a friend.

Acquaintance: A friend, but sharing of emotional ties isn't present. An example would be a coworker with whom you enjoy eating lunch or having coffee, but would not look to for emotional support.

Soulmate: The name given to someone who is considered the ultimate, true, and eternal half of the other's soul, in which the two are now and forever meant to be together.

Pen pal: People who have a relationship via postal correspondence. They may or may not have met each other in person and may share either love, friendship, or simply an acquaintance between each other.

Internet friendship: a form of friendship or romance which takes place over the Internet.

:))))

Tdy is PuiLin's Birthday..

Wanna wish her Happy Burthday!

Stay pretty alwiz`

I tink tat's all for now..

Will be continue next time..

Tdy's msn pm: I ʟδ√є Чσυ! [Someone ruin down my mood! >.<`]

Tata^.^