27.06.2010 A short post..

Blog Blog Blog..
Seriously a vry down day for me tdy..
I dun even feel wanna to speak de whole day..
But when I online, I juz think bout my blog..
So I came here..
Anyway, a short post will be..
I being rude to sum1 dis afternoon bcz of my emo and down mood..
I feel so guilty to him..
Hope he dun mind..I'm sorry!
I'm not purposely being rude but I cant control myself..
Kinda dissapointed with lots ppl lately..
Feel being played, betrayed, ignored and anytings..
I hate my life now..
And ya, I hate myself too..
Hate everythings around..
For me, be alone all de time is de most enjoyable moments in my life..
Bcz I dun have to think of other tings..
X.X
P/S: Thanks to sumone who accompany me de whole day when I'm moody.. Really appreciate much.. Thank you!

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17.06.2010 No one understand :(

I'm back to blogging :D

Went to gb n bb's band camp for 3 days..

Really have lots of fun there..

The activities were so interesting..

Had a lot of section practices, marching band practices, exercises, fall in and out and also games..

We also got to watch a movie named 'DrumLine' together on de 2nd nite..

Although I was kinda energetic/sleepy tat nite but I managed to watch it until the end of the movie..

Really nice especially when they're playing de drums..xD

Enjoy de camps --> captains ball and capture de flag..

Capture de flag really makes everyone tired..

N i got leg's muscle pain after de camp..

Walk one step pain one time..

Same when go up to de stairs..

Up one step pain one time..

But I do miss de camp..

I do miss and enjoyed de activities and the time spent wit them together..

Hope to have de same camp next time..

Next, seriously mad with someone..

Alwiz disturb here disturb there..

When I said I'm busy means I'm busy la..

Y must u alwiz disturb?

Do u think when sum1 is busy and he/she wil reply u on time?

Impossible right? 

Then?

Started to spam my inbox lik nobody's business.. =.=ll

Really fed up la..

Plus tat time I'm not in mood sumore..zz!

Lastly, no one understand me..

N just I know it myself.. Sigh~

I'm sad but no one know..

I'm keeping myself alone but no one know..

I'm crying behind but no one know..

Everyone tot I'm vry happy, but actually I'm not..

I do have many things or mayb to say discontent that I couldn't express to anybody..

I have tried to express to sum1, but I dun think he/she understand..

But anyway, keep in my heart is de best..

No one know n only I'll know it..

Is really easy/hard to find sum1 who really understand u as u wished..

Excluding/Including me :(

Gambateh to mui for tmr tsd's tournament and all of them who take part in it..

Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3

Tdy msn's pm: Wat u wan? Pls dun simply DISTURB la.. Fed up and hate it.. Make ppl no mood onli!

To be continue next time :)

Tata..

13.06.2010 I Love Blogging..

Blogging, blogging and blogging..

Recently, I love blogging..

I love to tel my blog bout my problems..

Perhaps, it could help me feel better..

Vry zzzzz!

Me again? fine, I've no comment..

Ya, I know ppl dun lik to fetch me..

Okie, honestly, I'm extremely offended..

Mayb u're juz joking but I really couldn't stand for it..

Next time, even I dun have transport, I wun ask for ur ride..

I'm serious, no joking!

Juz to release my anger here..

Super bosong >.

Sry ya, dun offended.. :)

Oh ya, thanks everyone who visited my blog..

I'm really touched..

Tdy onli i noticed quite a number of my fren visited my blog often..

And thanks for ur comments...

<3 Terima kasih!

Bought a pink slipper tdy..

It's pink in colour..

It looks cute and I love it vry much..

Pic of it :

Shoe Shoe Shoe xD

Will be going to watch karate kid with my buddies tmr..

This time less one ppl..only 7 r going..

But I'm sure it'll be vry fun too..

Wil rate it after I watched it.. :)

K la, gonna go on my bed now..

Will be blogging most probably after de band camp..

Dun miss me ya, aiai `ing.. paiseh.. )o.o(

Tdy msn's pm: I'm seriously offended.. hate it so much!

Zai Jian : )

12.06.2010 Shit!

Bloggie, i feel so moody now..

Tat's y i only think of u right now..

I'm in a deep shit..haiz..

I'm missing someone that I shuld/shuldn't..

What should I do now?

Recently, many things happened..

Suddenly different ppl come into my life..

Honestly, I didn't regret to know u..
Although I know many of my fren doesn't like you..
But..

U really help me a lots in my life..

U help me when I'm in trouble,

U tried to settle for me when I do not know what to do..

U care me lik one of ur family's member..

I can feel all ur good faith for me..

No matter what happen, I hope v're friend forever..

I'm missing someone..

But I'll keep it as a secret..

Mayb I've think too much but anyway, hope he'll have a happy and gud life in future..

Secret that can't be discovered.. :(

Oh ya, went for de movie 'Prince of Persia' with a group of buddies dis tuesday..

I rated it 8/10..

It's really a nice movie and worth to watch it..

Although it's really paiseh bcz sumting happened, but v got to laugh a lots..

Laughing makes everyone happier..

So, laugh more.. <3

Next, chucky!

Recently, addicted to Child's Play after watching it in SiWen's hse once nite..

Love de main character, chucky..

Although it's scary but I love it vry much..

Mayb bcz I love horror movie n horror character..

Tat's y.. :)

Wanna share it wit my buddies :)

Buddies, dun get shocked ya.. xD

Tdy msn's pm: Addicted to Child's Play recently.. especially CHUCKY!

TaTa^^

08.06.2010 I'm Free :D

Sorry, guys..

Have abandon my bloggie for quite a long time, finally I'm free to blog again..

Hmm, 1st wanna blog bout yesterday..

I made a decision to break up with him..

Ya, HIM..

I know it's kinda a bad ending but I'm really happy with my life now..

Perhaps, this is the best solution..

I hope I'll more enjoy my life without him..

I felt sorry to him too if I've hurt him..

Hope he will live happily without me..

Hope he will happy forever..xD

Next, holiday started..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone and all my frens..

Enjoy ya..

Will be going for a movie tonite..

Mayb 8 to 9 ppl are going and it's really a big group..

Will blog about de movie when I'm free.. :D

Mid-term test had just passed..

I did badly in some papers..

But I hope the results are still okie la..

Jiayou to everyone..!^.^

Next, really pissed off wit sumone..

A guy who really make everyone pissed off..

Sorry if u're offended..

I really cant tahan wit it tat's y i posted it in my blog..

I hope u won't disturb me anymore..

I need freedom..

Will going for band camp next monday till wednesday..

Hope I'll get fun in it and forget all my past..

I want a new life..

A newborn ChingYeng..

Thanks to all my fren who alwiz accompany me no matter what happens..

Thanks a lot..

I love you all :)

Til Then..

Tdy msn's pm: Happy wit my life now..Perhaps dis is de best solution..

Bye^o^

17.05.2010 至少还有你! xD

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的皱纹

有了岁月的痕迹

直到肯定你是真的

直到失去力气

为了你我愿意

动也不能动也要看着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸

让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸

让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我们好不容易

我们身不由己

我怕时间太快

不够将你看仔细

我怕时间太慢

日夜担心失去你

恨不得一夜之间白头永不分离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里
在那里......

12.05.2010 Bloggie^.^

I'm back! :)

Went UCSI on last saturday for de open performance..

Overall, it's not bad although v may did some mistakes..

Gratz, everyone!

UCSI :)

An uncle wit nice shoulder..hahaha~jkjk^^

Wit HuiXin..

Aunty Yee..xD

[`no offenses`]

Liang liang mui mui.. :)

With WinShean.. =D

Hopes to have a chance to perform again..

Appreciate it much^.^

During de journey back to ti, de bus driver drove super fast..>.<`

Luckily nothing happened..

Thanks God for ur blessing.. :)

Next, having teknik menjawab for almost de whole week..

Although it's kinda interesting/bored but hope it'll help all of us in our study..

Exam is juz around de corner..

Gudluck to everyone..

Try our best in de mid year exam..

Jiayou Jiayou.. Hehe!

I juz received a msg from one of my fren..

He sent me dis n i felt it's meaningfull..

And i wanna share it wit my frens too^.^

Friends are like colour pencils,

They colour our lives,

I may not be ur favourite COLOUR,

But I hope you will need me to complete ur pictures.

Friends are vry important in our life..

They may bring us happiness nor sadness..

But without them, our life is nothing.. =D

Went to search for de definition of friends juz now..

And got to know there're many types of frens: 

Best friend  (or close friend): A person with whom someone shares extremely strong interpersonal ties with as a friend.

Acquaintance: A friend, but sharing of emotional ties isn't present. An example would be a coworker with whom you enjoy eating lunch or having coffee, but would not look to for emotional support.

Soulmate: The name given to someone who is considered the ultimate, true, and eternal half of the other's soul, in which the two are now and forever meant to be together.

Pen pal: People who have a relationship via postal correspondence. They may or may not have met each other in person and may share either love, friendship, or simply an acquaintance between each other.

Internet friendship: a form of friendship or romance which takes place over the Internet.

:))))

Tdy is PuiLin's Birthday..

Wanna wish her Happy Burthday!

Stay pretty alwiz`

I tink tat's all for now..

Will be continue next time..

Tdy's msn pm: I ʟδ√є Чσυ! [Someone ruin down my mood! >.<`]

Tata^.^

30.04.2010 Finally I'm Back! =)

Finally^.^
Finally i've edit my blogskin although it's not vry nice but at least i done it own my own..yeah!
Erm, it'll be a long long post bcz i've lots of tings/nothing to blog now..

First, let's start from de musical drama --> The Heartbeat Of Hope!

I've join dis musical drama n felt it was very very fun..

Although I'm juz one of the minor singer but from there i reali learnt a lotss..

Especially singing..xD

We presented on the 2nd and 3rd April in Wesley Methodist Church..

And it was a vry vry success function..

On the 8th of May, we'll be going to University College Sedaya International (UCSI) for a performance..

Hope we'll do well it tat and bring it a success too!Gambateh!

Group photo..=D

UCSI, i'm cuming..xD

Next, bout canteen day which held on the 2nd of April in my skul..

[i noe it's a bit long time ago, but i stil have the mood to blog it..hee]

My class (5 Bestari) sold many kinds of food, eg. herbal tea egg, orange juice, corn cup, hot dog bread and many more..

Couldn't remember so much but it reali fun since dis is de last year we in dis skul..xD

Class photo but not everyone is inside..=)

Me Me Me! (Non-edit bcz it looks lik edited..=])

Sphagetti.. :)

Next, went genting on the 18th of April..

Enjoyed shopping there..

Went CoffeeBean and drank a mocha blended cost Rm 14+..@.@

My Mocha Blended..

ChiaYee's alcohol drink..

Next, 2nd month anniversary and his birthday..xD

Celebrated wit him and hope he enjoyed it too..

Bought him a watch but forget to take a pic of it..

And make him a self-made photo album..xD

Before...

After...xD

CONTENTS ARE PRIVATE! Wehee! =P

`Love him alwiz`

Next again :)

Went Seminar Skor A SPM on 24th of April..

Honestly, at first it's interesting and fun but i end up having headache and dizzy there..=S

There're only three chinese gal went there which were all from my own skul..

Last slot was super bored and the lecturer was reali reali i couldn't describe him..

The way he talk was abit 'childish'...not childish la, is de way he teach or gave lecture i tink it's a wrong way..zz

Anyway, i tink i gain 'sum' knowledge la at least..

Too bored so i took a pic..xD

Latest!

Dis thursday, went ttn on 4pm and so 'ngam' sum1's motor was between chiayee's n mine's motor..

Guess who?xD

I felt it quite funny bcz de motor was super close to chiayee's motor and I took a pic of it..

Hope de owner wun offended la IF he saw dis..haha!

De scooter was so cute wit a cute basket in front..hahaha`

Saw those motor near ttn's place.. almost all red.. amazing!

Ss`ing during ttn..=P

I think tat's all for de photos..

Now, honestly I stil hav sumting to blog..

Yea, about a teacher..

Do u ever heard tat when a student called a teacher to repeat a statement o even a sentence for de topic they're discussing, and de teacher answered: Nope!find it urself..zzz

Pls la, juz to repeat a sentences also cant meh?

Sumtimes, i do mad wit dis teacher..

I know i shouldn't mad wit any teacher but ok, since now i'm a student, i yan..

Whoever reading dis post pls read here n end here ya.. Respect me! Hee :)

I dunwan to get any trouble and of course I dunwan later got case saying student's blog condeming teacher again..=.='

I trust my reader but are you trusted? =)))

Nowadays, i still get pissed wit sum ppl..

1st, i tink i couldn't stand wit a ppl who are selfish in study..

For eg, i ask sum1 about homework o study, and tat ppl already finish o completed  their homework half way but they answered me they dunno how to do..zzzz

Juz teach abit also cant meh?Hmm..

But sum of them are reali nice and willing to help..Thanks to those..xD

2nd, i pissed wit those who when they nid ur help, they wil be gud to u..

Frens are juz lik dat?? o.0

Only wil cum to u when they nid u? I have no idea o mayb i'm too sensitive..

But anyway, frens are very important in our life..

They bring us happiness, sadness, and many more..

But they're the most closest ppl to u besides ur family or even closer than ur family..

I'll appreciate my true fren and try to make de frenship last longer..

Hey, My Frens!^.^

or

Chiayee's Quote: Hey, Kawan! haha..

3rd, try to think of others feeling when u speak out sumting..

Dun make other offended only u say sorry to them..

I'm trying not to offend anyone bcz i und de feeling if i'm de one being offended..hehe

Laugh more, smile more, happy more..

Throw away tears, unhappy mode, sadness..

I think dis is de longest post I ever got..

Hope u guys enjoy reading dis although if no one reads it..xD

Tdy's msn pm: I ʟδ√є Чσυ! [Updating my bloggie..it'll be a long post..xD]

Tata!^-^