25.08.2009 A MooDy DaY..

hi..
hz..blog ar blog..
i feel so moody right now..
mayb sumting is disturbing me..
feel wanna cry out loudy..
feel wanna find sumone to b my listener..
but at last,i find blog..
i feel i'm so useless..
dunno y dis year so many tings r bothering me..
so many tings happen..
N I FELT I HAD A BIG CHANGE..
but when i tink bek,i dunwan dis type of changes..
i HATE it..
i wanna to b bek de last time of me..
but how..?i'm trying my best..but i stil cant..
i get angry easily..
i get fed up easily..
i get emotional easily..
last time i was not lik dat..
dis year dunno y i can change into dis type of attitude..
i hate dis all..
who cal tel me wat can i do??
i juz wanna b bek de last time of me..
i sked i reali got de 'personality disorder'..rofl..(juz jk la..not tat serious..XD)
dis whole week holiday :
-->i din even feel wanna steps even one footstep out frm my hse..
-->i din even wanna go out..[ttn,terpaksa wan la..haha]
-->everyday,i juz sit in front of de com o tv..
-->can even rushing drama til late of midnight about 2 o 3..
-->frens cal me to yamcha,i din even got de mood..
-->no mood do humwrks..
-->no mood sms..
-->no mood do all others ting..
everyday life juz wake up n eat den go online after tat eat again den go watch dvd den go slip..
r dis all de symptoms tat i have wat wat disorder??hz..
reali hope i can get out frm all dis soon..
n if anyone noe bout de symptoms u may inform me also..XD

















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2ndly,i feel a wall is between us..
it luks lik long time v did not chat together..
i dunno wat shuld i do now..
r dis all bcz my problems?
mayb..hz..
juz wanna say sry if i made u unhappy o wat..
juz hope u wil happy forever..
















tat's all..XD
the end of my speech..haha..
tdy's msn pm-[i hates BLOCKERS + BITCH + LIAR][u r reali a bitch!]*moody now*

TatA!!

22.08.2009 HoliDaYs..!

<--new hairstyle..XD

hi,everyone..

having holidays for a week..so syok,man..

can slip til late late d..

nonid to finish up humwrks til late nite..

1stly,wanna post bout results for exam..

so suck..==

almost every subjects also make me zhadao..

especially for de essay part for chemistry n physics..

if i din more hands go n change it at de last minutes,i can gain more marks..zz

nvm la..pass d..

cool down..haha..

2ndly,wanna post bout yesterday-->friday..

having gotong-royong in skul for de kerja amal's folio..[p.moral]

i went bek to skul late bcz i go n cut my hair in a saloon..^^

sry,4Physics cz i went to do de works late..

n most works have done..

i'm really so sry..

now,my hairs luks lik short hair style when i din not tie up my hair..

lik dis type of style so much~~~

dis is bcz my grandma dun let me to cut my hair into short as lik yeesin n many more..hz..

but dis time i'm quite satisfy wit my new hair style..hee..

3rdly,wanna post bout my feelings..

everyone,if i've done sumting wrong to u all,i said sry here..

if i've make ur feeling down,i apologize here again..

if sumtimes i'm too busybody,i also wanna apologize at here..

i'm so sry..juz hope all of u wun kip in ur mind..thanks..^^

tdy's msn pm-[i hates BLOCKERS + BITCH + LIAR][u r reali a bitch!]

88~~

18.08.2009 So speechleSS..

hi..
tdy wanna blog regarding to de last n last few post..
hz..tdy i found out tat 'she' betrayed me again..
makes until so much ting happen between dis month..
last time she did it b4,but i tot she has changed..
but tdy i realise tat she reali 死性不改，无药可救!
so lik to bcum batu api..i bcum ur api wan ma??zz..
hear ppl de secret yao at here at there say out..
ppl din do de ting u yao can create other stories to others..
tahulah, u got de potential to bcum a gud writer..
so lik to create stories..
last time also lik tat,but i tot u have changed..
now,repeat again..zz
reali speechless to u..
honestly i hate ppl act gud to me but act she o he done sumting bad bout me behind..
r dis de way a fren shuld treat one another??
if de ppl r u,sure u also wil feel de same way rite..
now juz can say u vry happy lo..
c ppl quarrel,den u at there plus fire n water..N ACT LIK INNOCENT!
wat de..up to u la..u wanna continue ur dis type de attitude i also cant do anyting..
attitude is u de..discipline is u de..wat also u de..u lik ba..
ntg to comment liao..
tdy's msn pm-有时候,我会相信一切有尽头.相聚离开都有时候,没有什麽会永垂不朽..[gg..camera's memory lost..hv many informations inside..]

SAyonaRA..!

16.08.2009 BacK..!

hi,any1..
i'm back after de exam..
hz..did badly in my august test..
especially science subject..TT
pass liao let it pass ba..haha..
hmm..tdy blog bout wat happened dis week..
thanks a lot to 'both of u' for being my listener n told me de best solution..
i felt more comfortable after telling u all my problems..
at last, i chus de solution not to care anyting anymor..
if u wanna explain,i stil wil wait for it..
until one day i reali cant wait,all r gone..
if u dunwan,its already up to u..
i hav been giving u all de chance to repair dis frenship but u done nothing..
ya,u done a ting..u wanna me out,is ok..
u can cal o tel me by ur own..o settle dis case by ur own..
y u wanna libatkan other ppl to join in dis case..
plus u wanna to solve it wit others help..iszit?
y dun u solve it by urself..
nonid to cum out la..
if u reali care dis frenship,one msg to explain is already enuf..
i juz wan de explanation y u do so..
den another ppl prove me tat u done so..
but yst she told me mayb other way round..
wateva la..now i din even noe who is de one lying...
but many others fact tat prove u done tat..
anyway,i stil waiting for de explanation by UR OWN..
wan o dunwan is up to u..
if i reali misund u,u can also tel me by UR OWN..
tat's all for dis time blog..
any new updates wil b blog again..XD
tdy's msn pm-thanks a lot..[impossible 4 me to forgive u..][i hate BLOCKERS!]
stil not pic o..long time din take pic liao..haha..

ByeBye..!

10.08.2009 ExaM WeeK..!

hi..
seems long time din post liao..ps..
quite busy dis few weeks..
rushing humwrks, skul stuff n many more..
on last sat, gb meeting having party planning by de pioneer gals..
v planed alots of games such as water telematches n v also had some foods..
i reali enjoyed de telematches so much~~~~
b4 play jao wet wet d..best~~~XD
hope to have dis type of telematches again in 'future'..rofl..
tdy august test started..
bm n chemistry test r on de 1st day..
i did badly..hz..
de prosa klasik la..y i can do other meaning de..?
hz..suan d la..also pass liao..
impossible to curi bek de paper de ma..haha..
(sendiri 'menasihati' sendiri)rofl..
tmr having english n moral test..
tat's y i stil can b here..
long time din post pic d..
promise to post pic soon ya..
sry o..
tat's all for today o..
tdy's msn pm-line so down..==wat de f!!!![impossible for me to forgive u..!][i hate BLOCKERS!]

tata Ya..!

03.08.2009 Feel i'm Useless..

halo,everyone..
hmm..
juz free after done everyting after cum bek frm skul..
dunno wanna post wat o..
wanna exam liao..
tdy at skul,suddenly felt i'm vry useless..
dunno y..
i felt actually many tings tat i dun und..
sumore wan exam d..
din start study yet..
saw my classmates studying,suddenly felt scared..
physics yao blur..addmaths yao blur..
chemistry yao blur..bio lagilah no nid say..TT
i tink i got phobia in exam d..
SKED..SKED..SKED..
then,i also felt i wil drop class next year..
dunno y..lik cant catch up..
i dy try to understand wat teacher is teaching..
but sumtimes stil cant..
mayb i'm reali not suitable in taking those subjects gua..hz..
juz hope dis time exam wil b ok..
tat's all..^^
tdy's msn pm-feel vry unlucky having all those fake fren around especially u..dissapointed u can treat me lik dis..i wun forgive u forever!!

拜拜!!

02.08.2009 I'm Back!!

halo,everybody..
i'm back..
din post any blog about a week..
so busy everyday..hee..
erm,1stly,on monday..
congratz to 4physics for being so successed in de presentation of drama 'The Drower's Wife'..
i'm one of de sheep..XD..
now wanna blog bout my life nowadays..
i felt vry unlucky having those fake fren..
but i noe sum of them r reali true..example: .............
but i mean i felt unlucky having 'those' fake one..
then i very dissapointed on a gal in my skul..
i tot she is a gud listener o even my best fren but she have done sumting tat i din aspect too..
i tot she is de one i can trust but now no more..
i wun believe her anymore..
she reali make me felt hurt n dissapointed for wat she have done..
n i wun forgive her FOREVER!!
mayb i wil juz b normal to her but sry to say no secret anymor..
n honestly i hate u..
tat's all..
sry ya,reader..hear me mengamuk pulak..lol..
n de 'human' wil b my secret forever..
tdy's msn pm-feel vry unlucky having all those fake fren around especially u..dissapointed u can treat me lik tat..i wun forgive u forever!!

Tata!!!