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Friday, December 24, 2010

24.12.2010 Blogging :)

Hello, everyone..
I'm finally super free to online now..
Not going anywhere although it's a Christmas eve..
But tomorrow I'm sure have fun to steamboat together with my friends..
Hopefully :)
Erm, don't know what to blog, but I'm super free..
Let's start with the Genting trip..
It's actually a nice trip because i played something that I did not predict that I'll be playing it..
For example, the corkscrew..
But I'm not brave enough to play the flying coaster because I feel insecure..><
Yea, see how am i..
Next, imagine nine people are sleeping in a room with two single beds..
It's really not bad because we can organise ourselves..
With a single bed, four of us sleep together comfortably.. Haha..
But one thing I not really like is the condition of the room..
After room keeping also macam tak ada room keeping.. =.=
Same messy or maybe worst ><
I love room to be nice, organised, clean when I'm having outing for example a trip or a camp but idk what happening..
I'm so shocked when I entered the room but I know I shouldn't comment about it..
Just hoping people who reading about it know they should keep the room condition clean when having trip with ChingYeng.. keke!
Next, 
I don't like it when someone critic about something but at last she/he herself/himself doing the same thing..
For example, I don't like this kind of bottle la.. Super not nice and it's so cheap..
But at last, she/he is buying and using it..
Let's imagine if you're me, you hearing with your own ear that he/she critic`ing about something you like so much, of course if I'm the one, I'll keep my mouth shut when I heard it la..
But then, not long later, you see the one who critic about it did the same thing..
For me is like super =.=
So, think before you critic anything..
Or if you critic that thing, then you don't do it.. =.=
Next, I'm gonna have my car test on the 30th of Dec which means next thursday..
But till now I haven't know how to parking and the three pregerakan thing.. =.=
And I went for the car lesson this afternoon, my agent which means the malay guy which I always said about him went to hospital for some problem, idk what problem but it looks serious..
So, I'm passed to an indian agent which I felt that my original agent which is a chinese man so irresponsible..
Don't know pass me to how many people already but still want take my money..
And what, I being said by the indian agent that 'wah, ah moi, dah berapa kali you belajar, tak tau parking lagi?'
I was like so =.=, my agent didn't teach me at ALL..
Not even once.
As if I don't want to learn it..
Then he say if like that you want how to test?
So, I told him about it, and he said then your jalan raya how?
Obviously, I won't answer very okay although I'm okay..
You get what I mean? Later if anything then how?
And he answer me 'ah moi, you tak ada confident at all la'.. 
I lagi zzzzz.. Nevermind, then the most zha dao de thing is before his start my car lesson, he drove me to the glutton square to buy rice for himself.. =.=
I felt my agent irresponsible at all.. x.X
Anyway, I hope I'll passed the test and I no need to see the irresponsible agent anymore.. Hee..
I think that's all for now..
Mau go Cso le..
Currently addicted to that game ><
Tata, will update soon if I'm free like now.. :)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

11.12.2010 Sorry`

Hello, everyone..
I'm back to my blog..
Yes, FINISHED my SPM :)
But I'm not gonna post anything related to my study..
It's about my normal life..
I would like to apologize to someone..
I'm sorry, I abandon you a lot this year..
We do contact each other, but it's very less..
I went to your blog..
I'm really sorry..
I didn't care you enough like what I did last time..
Busy? I know it's my fault..
I hope you'll forgive me and I promised I'll treat you better..
I'm really sorry ><
I know I hurt you that day, I sincerely apologize now..
SORRY T_T
Hope you'll forgive me..

Monday, October 11, 2010

11.10.2010 My Birthday! Part 2! :)

Yo! :)
I'm back!
Woah, lots of things to continue..
Part 2 is here! xD
Today, there is only Physics Paper 2 for those non-Account's taker..
I know it's weird for the word, haha..
Let's continue..
So, we :
`Me`
`ChiaYee`
`SiWen`
`HuiXin`
`ChuiVenn`
went to the school library and start chit-chat`ing..
Girl ma, sure chat de la.. Blek!
And then, I asked them, how you all planned for my party?
And they told me one by one! Happy seii :)
I discovered a lots of things..
I feel kinda sorry to them..
I'm sorry, between, I love you all! 

ChiaYee and SiWen
On the thursday, right after tuition, after I sent her home,
she went to fetch SiWen and they went searching for my present.. ><
First, they went The Store, then Sensini, then Law Yaw for both shops ( new and old shops ),
then, Giant for two shops too..
Finally, they found a pair of shoe that really suit me, in a good condition, new one, and suit with my feets' size..
I didn't even know they knew what size is my feet.. ><
And they bought a Muller-branded Tee in The Store too :)
After they went home, they still continue to record a video for me although there's still an exam the next morning..
Thanks!

ChuiVenn
She edited the video and did the cardboard until 4am on the morning..
OMG OMG OMG!
How could I imagine?
I was so shocked and I been told that she faint the next morning during karate practice..
I'm so sorry to her..
I didn't know I'm that important until this morning, I found everything :)
She even did the cardboard and until last minute double sided tape was finished..
And she even let the video to burn into disc and she went sleep,
manatau wake up failed ><
And she usually sleep at 10
Manyak sorry ><

HuiXin
When I asked her, she told me, 
Thursday's afternoon she suddenly think of that idea..
And she tell Siwen the next day during tuition..
And I think only herself and SiWen knew bout this..
Our miss ChiaYee miss it because she went to toilet during the suprise..
Takpa la, kita tengok video :)
Actually she planned to have the suprise on the 2nd floor, 
But her mum told her at night maybe cant see..
Luckily she asked or told SiWen and at last she knew it's actually on the afternoon..
And she done it on the 1st floor..
More clear and nicer xD
And one thing that she told me is she kinda 'kek' when she asked ChuiVenn or who my reaction..
Manatau I bo cry.. So she manyak kek lu..
Sorry, HuiXin.
Cry now,
T________________________________________________T
Wuwuwuwuwuwuw~

PuiLin
I discovered that she did a video for me long long time ago..
Really really thanks..
Somehow, her video lose tak tau pergi mana or ter`delete..><
And she redo it..
Manyak thanks..
And I somemore tot she hide things from me..
Yuan lai all this while is about this video..
Hehe :)

JiaLing
This one leh, is accidentely ter`know de.. :P
She retake the video for 30+ times..
I mean the invidual video..
Really spent a lotss of times on this birthday party..
Terima kasih :)

My Birthday Cake
I knew it was a cake that my friend bought for me last minute..
I'm not blaming but instead I feel so paiseh..
How can my friend even reached my birthday venue, 
and they went out again to the town just to buy a birthday cake for me..
Really thanks to those who willing to sacrifice and do so much things..

and special thanks to those who gave me presents,
wishes,
and helped in the suprises and the video ><
Thankssss!

My friend always ask me..
What is my feeling after received and know all this?
Okie, my feeling was happy, touched, sorry and sad..
All kind of feeling pun ada :P
Happy because I've never gone through this big type of birthday party when I'm a teenager..
I mean I ownself as the subject la.. Hehe!
Touched and sorry because I didn't aspect him and my friend will sacrifice so much things for me..
Time, every hour, evey minutes, every seconds and money ><
Sad because I knew ChuiVenn fainted and he sacrifice his case for me.. 
Energy pun sudah habis guna.. aiks!

The end, in conclusion, xDD
Sorry and thanks..
10000000000000 XXX
I'll appreciate everything and keep it in my mind forever..
Never forget what had happen on the 9th of October 2010 :)

Till Then :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.2010 My Birthday! Thanks! :)

Hello, hello, hello..
Ching Yeng is here to blog! 
Haha, from above, we know that she's going to write a happy post! :)
Yea, a super happy post! 
Because yesterday was my birthday..
09.10.2010!
Finally, I'm 17 this year..
Erm, let's start from 08.10.2010, a day before my birthday..
I promised him to boil porridge a.k.a kengkai with him at 11.45pm..
Because he said he wanna to be the first one to wish me..
Somehow, about 10 something, I fall asleep and I tersleep..
Super zz..
And what you know? 
I didn't off my silent mode, which mean it's in silent mode..
And the vibration, IDK what happen!
When I woke up at about 2 something, I found the vibration was not functioning..
And what, 99 miss call from him..@.@
And I'm sure it's over 100 and it's not mis scall, is he really call it..
Because he didn't miss call me before..
And I called him back and I think he wake up after that and we have a chat that while..
But, I know it was my wrong..
I shouldn't fall asleep..
I'm sorry, lao gong.. > <
Luckily he forgive me at last..
But I know, he wasn't happy at all that time..
Then, the next day, which is officially the real big day..
I went to his house that morning..
Erm, the content is private and confidential..
Not going to blog what we did, but don't simply think la ><
Gave him the couple-T the same morning.. 
[ forget to take picture of it.. haiz! ]
Then, I did something bad.. 
Maybe I too desperate wanted to know what will he present to me all, 
I went to his inbox >< Yea, hp's inbox..
I peep on his inbox and I read it one by one..
At first, he don't let me read because he said I'll sad if I read it..
But I say nevermind and at last he let me..
And I read a message from his friend discussing about my birthday..
And it's about my friend not ready about my birthday due to the gerak gempur all, something like this..
And after I read it, I just keep quiet.. :)
I understand my friend were busy for the exam all and I didn't blame everyone honestly..
Just a little bit dissapointed..
CONTINUE IT! hehe :)
Skip some ya, too long! ><
Approxiamately 1.30pm, I went to macd with him..
And I made him the special burger..
But I know it wasn't special at all.. SORRY!
Received lots of present from him, and my friends..
Will share it later on!
And I cried for a part..
I'm sure you know which part if you attended the party..
He bought me:
-A pair of rings, 
-flowers, 
-a contract that he promised me last time,
-799 of stars that folded by his own! ><
He really made me a suprise..
Thanks! <3
Then, the suprises followed..
1st, the thing that made by ChuiVenn..
With lots of memo and pictures from my dear buddies :)
And what? I have to go round and get 10 signatures from anomynous! Woaahhh!
Luckily at last I did it with his help :)
Really thanks a lot to everyone..
Then, continue, still got..
From huixin, she made the wish using cardboard..
And all my friends were so cooperative and they went outside One Stop..
At the mirror on top of steak factory and show the cardboard..
OMG OMG OMG OMG! 
So touched with their suprises.. 
Love you all! Muacks!
Oh ya, something that I cant forget too..
Video from PuiLin and everyone that cooperate to made both of the videos..
Due to too long of the MB, will be uplaoded soon another time okie?
Sorry ya, dalam manyak secret from my friends o..
And not forget the cake :)
LOVE LOVE LOVE.. hehe!
After that we went giant to play some games..
Ahem, trolley game?
Fun but still fun :P
After that, went to SUSHI KING! because everyone was too tired after run up and down in the giant supermarket! :)
Nearly to conclusion, be patient, hehe.. Macam continuous writing pulak ><
In conclusion, thanks everyone for your kindly attending, your presents, your wishes, your suprises that I'll never forget!
Yesterday, the 17th years in my life..
I have never gone through such really big with so many suprises in my birthday..
I'll appreciate this year until the end of my life..

YOU, MY BUDDIES, MY FRIENDS, AND EVERYONE, WITHOUT YOU ALL, MY BIRTHDAY PARTY WILL NOT BE A SUCCESSFUL BIRTHDAY! THANKS THANKS THANKS!!!
*BIG HUGS WITH KISS! :p*

Picture time!!!! =>
Randomly with no special arrangement, paiseh :)
With tortoise and flower :)



By ChuiVenn and friends :)


By HuiXin and friends :)



Birthday Cake :)

Ooops! Touched :)



Group Photoss! :)

Next, present!


Venn :)

From siwen, chiayee, puilin, siowwei, chewyeng, shaoxin, aLii, cheeyen :)



From HIM :)

From kathryn, poh yan, vynnie, qiuling, camee, yeesin, yeewon, hoeyen :)

From Vannie and Kah Lock :)

Last photo, tiada kaitan with birthday, but just random
and I wanna to post it because I'm in the trolley! :P



Tata :D

Saturday, October 2, 2010

02.10.2010 Top Ten Christian Song! :)

This is the top ten christian song that's in my mind when I think of christian song..
It's nice..
Lend me your ears and listen to it when you're free..

1. Lord I Give You My Heart
2. Lord I Lift Your Name On High
3. Shout to The Lord
4. Here I'm to Worship
5. There is None Like You
6. Heart of Worship
7. You are My All in All
8. God of Wonders
9. Power of Your Love
10. One Way

Between, there's one video specially dedicated to the birthday gal :)
This gal was born on the 2nd of October,
and now she is finally 17..
Happy Birthday!! :)

and I still remember we love hello kitty together last time! :)

Smile mades us happy..
So, smile more..
:D

- End -

Monday, September 27, 2010

27.09.2010 Blog Privated Soon..

Back to blog!
Basically, I just want to say that I'm gonna private my blog soon..
This is because:
- I think my blog shouldn't be so open although it's a lotss / nothing in it.. 
- Feel that the teachersssss will stalk it one day.. ><
- Trying not to get any problem with school..
- Wanted to know if anyone are really reading my blog?
- Doesn't want stalker to stalk around.. =P
Leave me your email to those interested..
I think that's all.. :)

Today, 
Pissed with someone..
Not pissed la, but I didn't know how to describe the miserable feeling..
Angry? Hate? Jealous? IDK =.=
I feel I'm not appreciated..
No matter how good I try to get along with friendship, at the end I'm nothing to you..
The way you talk me,
the way you speak to me,
the way you reply to me,
is different with how you treat others..
I feel so unhappy..
Maybe you will think I just want to live on my own,
You think I don't mind at all..
><
But, why I'm always the one?
I treat you good but you treat me in a opposite way..
I ask all of you, who doesn't want a friend?
When you need me, you will come to me..
When you have others, you will leave me..
This is the worst part!
I doesn't know where should I complain to..
I feel so down and unhappy this morning..
But I don't dare to sound out..
I act like normal..
I act like nothing happens..
All this doesn't mean I didn't feel anything..
Sometimes I will hide but sometimes I won't..
I will think how important am I in my friend's heart?
Why I cant like others who can go school happily everyday?
Why I cant like others who turns into happy when they meet their friend?
Maybe it is my own problem..
Anyway, I still hope you will treat me like last time one day..
 Aiks! ><


Next, 
Today was Yee Won's birthday..
Huixin made her a nice birthday card with lots wishes..
HAPPY BURTHDAY, BUDAK! 
Hope all your wishes come true and score well in SPM :)

Found a meaningful quote:
Treat others the way you want them to treat back you..



- END! -

Friday, September 24, 2010

24.09.2010 I'm Sorry / I Love You !

Yo!
I'm back people :)
Have appear/disappear for about two weeks..
First, it's because I'm rushing for my UNCOMPLETED homework ><
[the delay of holiday's homework and during absent's homework]
Second, my beloved grandpa passed away last week! T_T
Third, it's not free to blog BUT i'm in facebook =S

But now, I'm free to blog..
Wanted to blog something but doesn't know where should I start from..><
Okie, from my beloved grandpa..
I think this is the really really first time happened to my closest family member..
I finally can feel the sadness..
Actually I'm kinda regret because of something..
A day before he passed away, I promised myself to visit him..
I feel like wanna to stick to him..
I doesn't know why..
Maybe I finally understand that old people or grandparents should be taken care very well..
But, unfortunately..
That evening, I felt dizzy and I went to sleep..
When I'm awake, it's already late in the evening..
So I planned to visit him the next day..
But that midnight, while I'm sleeping in the middle of the night, I heard a very loud sound outside my room..
I didn't dare to walk out, but I heard my uncle and auntie's sound..
And my brother came in my room and told me that my grandpa has just passed away..
My heart feel so pain, full of regret that night..
I couldn't sleep till the next morning until I went school..
I still go to school because it's the first day of school after the raya break..
I know it's a important day as we'll we receive our exam paper..
On the same afternoon, I went to the funeral parlor..
I saw my grandpa lying on a table..
Again, that feeling came back.. ><
Haiz..
Anyway, I'm sure he's very happy now..
I wish him has a wonderful and happy life in another world..
No matter what, I'll keep him in my heart forever..

To:
Grandpa,
I'm sorry for not visit you on that day, I'm sorry ><
I Love You! 


Saturday, September 11, 2010

11.09.2010 Who am I?

Yea, 
Back to blogging..
As I promised in last post, I'll not hide a single feeling anymore..
Recently, I found out I'm so ODD from others..
I'm so SAME/DIFFERENT from my friends..
Do they hate/ignore me because I do not join them frequently?
Do they hate/ignore me because I leave them when I'm with him?
Do they hate/ignore me because I love to keep to myself?
Do they hate/ignore me because I WILL/WILL NOT talk when I'm not in mood?
Do they hate/ignore me because I love to be emo?
I do not know..-.-

Somehow, 
I hope I'm not different from them..
I hope I would not being ignored again..
I hope I can join them for any activities..
I hope I would not be left out..
I hope I would not be the UNINVITED guest..
I hope I would always be in their circle..
But, now, I'm totally NOT ><
You guys might be thinking she ownself think this and that..
But, this is what I really feel now..
Someone told me..
There are only TWO types of friend in this world..
One is those who will leave a footstep in your heart..
One is those who will walk away from you..
I hope I'm those who will leave a footstep in everyone's heart..

I DO NOT deny..
I'm a person who will get angry easily..
I'm a person who will jealous easily..
I'm a person who is very sensitive..
I'm a person who will think if I'm correct, I'll do that..
I'm a person who like to speak out without thinking..
I'm a person who like to joke without thinking..
I'm a person with a complicated mind..
I'm a person who love being pampered..
I'm a person who love being cared..
I'm a person who love to get attention from my friends..
I'm a person who love my friends to share their problems with me..
This is the real ChingYeng! ><

Of course,
He is important to me too..
He is not only my friend and also my lover..
From him, I've learned many many things..
He taught me to become a happy gal all the time..
He taught me I shouldn't be so lazy for my future..
He taught me what is love..
He taught me how important is trust..
He taught me how a girlfriend should behave..
He taught me to differentiate good and bad things..
He taught me how to take care myself..
He shared his problems with me..
He cares for me..
He pampers me..
He loves me..
Thanks him for coming into my life..
You made me laugh when I'm unhappy..
You care for me when I'm not well..
You encourage me when I'm lazy sleeping during exams..
You woke me up early in the morning..
You accompany me when I do not want to sleep early..
You worry of me when I'm late back home..
You always put me before you..
Maybe this is the reason why I love you..
AND 
SERIOUSLY
YOU'RE NOT MY TOY! 
YOU'RE NOT!! ><

I Love You!

P/s: This post is not wrote to offense anyone..
It just the feeling in my heart..
If anyone get offended, I'm sorry..
I do not mean it ><

TaTaaaaa !

Thursday, September 9, 2010

09.09.2010 BLOG UPDATED!

Hi, everyone :)
Good evening xD
My last update was on the 4th of Sep..
Although just passed 5 days, I miss my blog like hell..
I feel wanted to update it all the time..
Because blog was the only place I can fill my happiness, sadness, and every single feeling NOTED without hiding!
I wanted to NOTE every single things happens to me..
I wanted to NOTE every single feeling of me..
I wanted to NOTE everything without hiding..
I've read through many of my friend's blog..
I feel they're so real..
They blog every single real feeling of them..
Last time, maybe I'll scare of this and that while blogging..
I'll care of everyone's feeling..
I'll care of my reader's feeling..
But now, I'll still care but I'll blog every of my real feeling..
I WILL NOT/WILL hide a single thing anymore..
If anyone of you reading this feel you can't take it, you may leave now :)

The wednesday, which means yesterday :)
Wake up in the morning and went for tuition..
...
Then, I went to fetch SiWen and went SanMin to play badminton..
Although I just play a few matches, I had a pigu pain the next day.. Muahaha~
After badminton, we went to the PLAYGROUND :)
It was like so many years I didn't go there since standard 4 or 5 if I'm not mistaken..
Yea, I do went there once this year with one of my friend but we just walk by..
At first, my mood was totally bad honestly.. I admit!
Then, I saw something like exercise.. 
My friends were trying and I wanna have a try too..
So, I went to play it and this make me happier..
I started to become active..
I went to play lik CHILDREN :)
I enjoy playing there..
Took lots of photos..
Let share it :
:)
Try to fit my butt inside the small little toy? xD

Like children :)
The exercise thing..

Emo`ing..



Love this :)

Never forget this car.. The owner's parking = FAILED^^
(joking, no offense)

-End-






Saturday, September 4, 2010

04.09.2010 My Saturday :)


Yo Yo Yo!
Konichiwa :)
Back to blogging..
The most first thing gonna blog is about the movie I watched today..
Went for two movies back-to-back this morning with my fren and of course HIM :)
Before that, on friday, I went to bought the tickets with chiayee..
Guess what?
We bought 20 tickets for both movies..
BANGGA BETUL! [paiseh, 1st time neh!]


                                   
Bangga! :PP

Erm, bought 7 tickets for PCK [Phua Chu Kang] for :
Me
Him
ChiaYee
HuiXin
JiaLing
Vanessa
KahLock



Rated it : 6/10
Because I felt the storyline is quite weird.. 
I didn't know what is the moral value for the story..
Haha..
Paiseh for those rated it vry high..
No offense to anyone.. :)

Then, another 13 tickets for The Descent 2 for:
Me
Him
ChiaYee
HuiXin
JiaLing
Vanessa
KahLock
SiWen
PuiLin
SiowWei
PeiFen
Vivian
PeiJiun
Lisa (she bought it last minute :))



Rated it: 8.5/10
Nice~ Although it's scary.. Seriously..
I love those movie with blood :P
Special, bo bian.. xD

Till here..
><

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

01.09.2010 :)

Hohoho~
Today, 01.09.2010..
A brand new month ><
It means it's going nearer to SPM..
But one thing that I felt happy..
My TRIAL is over..
I can have a big big rest..
I can have enuf sleep..
I can be PIG :)
I can do what i cant do during exam..
For example, watching drama non-stop..
I do enjoy watching tv during de exam..
But of course i cant lik 24/7 watch it non-stop la..
But now, perhaps I can :D
I wanna finish Ps manThe Mysteries of Love and Down With Love in the shortest time.. 
Muahaha~ *evil laugh* xD
Besides, planned wit fren to go for a movie..
Anyone interested?
Mari join mari join xD

Next next,
Gonna post something funny in my blog..
Is actually either a situation or conversation xD

Conversation:
Between me, siwen and chiayee..
One day, three of us sit together after arranging in table in the exam hall..
Suddenly,
Me: 
I edited my blogskin.. nice bor?
Siwen:
 Yaya, pink colour de..
Chiayee:
 Mine leh? mine also pink leh..
Me:
 Ya meh? paiseh, forget jor..
Siwen: 
Yaya, but chingyeng's pink brighter..
Me:
 Yaya, i sumore put pic tim..
Chiayee: 
She yesterday onli teach me how to put pic xD
Siwen: 
Har? how to put de wor..
Me:
 I say i say..
Siwen:
 How o?
Me: 
Why wan tel you? [indirectly, paiseh..hahahhaha]
Siwen wit zhadao and angry face..
Me: 
Sorry la, play onli.. tel you.. use photobucket lo..
Siwen:
 what is photobucket?
Gosh, really laugh die me.. 
Me and chiayee laugh de most loudest one..
But I'm so lucky, only chiayee be blamed by de teacher :) 
[no offense o, juz joking ya :)]

Next next, 
Situation:
Me and chiayee on de way to ttn..
Chiayee was riding motor..
Suddenly..
Chiayee: 
Wah, dis ppl dunno how to ride car geh mou.. Open signal yao dunwan turn wor..
Me:
 Ppl pengguna yang berhemah ma.. Dun so lou hei :D
Chiayee: 
Wanna cut her liao.. Chingyeng, c dis aunty.. Rmb her face ar..
Me:
 Okay! *Muz rmb dis aunty's face*
Chiayee pass by de car..
Me: 
Omg! You know who? CHUI VENN ar!!
Chiayee: 
GG! 
And both of us laugh lik nobody's business on de bike..xD

Till then 1st ba..
Actually got alot more but I juz rmb dis for dis time..
Will be continue ya.. 

Stay tunned! :)

Thursday, August 26, 2010

26.08.2010 Crapping? Easily/Need!

Yo!
I'm coming back xD
It's the break for my TRIAL again..
Banyak break kan?
Tapi bagus/tak bagus! :)
Boleh curi enjoy.. hee
Let's continue..
TWO more dayss to go..
SIX more papers to go!
But for me SEVEN more..
Coz got PJ.. I know those reading sure kena boom :P
Having addmaths test today..
Overall, it's dead.. ><
Nvm, stil got SPM..
Work harder for SPM :D
Jiayou to everyone especially those reading my blog..

Next,
PISSED OFF again..
Alwiz pissed by others.. 
Hate it!><

Recently,
Actually not recently, is long time ago..aiks!
I easily/hardly influenced by others..
I easily/hardly pissed by others..
I easily/hardly get offended by others..
I easily/hardly get angry..
I easily/hardly get jealous..
Many many things with a word 'easily'..
But, one thing i'm sure:
I need/don't need to change my attitude..
I need/don't need to be a better one..
I need/don't need to be a good human being..
I need/don't need to be a good gal for him..
I need/don't need to be a good friend for everyone..
I need/don't need to be a good & trustful listener..
I need/don't need to get away all my bad attitude >< 
Just ignore me, I'm too free and crapping alone :P

LALALALA~
What's more?
Yea, tmr holiday again..
It means takda sekolah..
Manyak happy..
Tat's why now can blog so long crapping :)


Okie le, stop now..
Continue when I'm free..
Gonna do something unpredictable..
But it's a secret now..
For those important to me..
Follow and catch me up ba :D

Love this meaningful quote:


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