27.06.2010 A short post..

Blog Blog Blog..
Seriously a vry down day for me tdy..
I dun even feel wanna to speak de whole day..
But when I online, I juz think bout my blog..
So I came here..
Anyway, a short post will be..
I being rude to sum1 dis afternoon bcz of my emo and down mood..
I feel so guilty to him..
Hope he dun mind..I'm sorry!
I'm not purposely being rude but I cant control myself..
Kinda dissapointed with lots ppl lately..
Feel being played, betrayed, ignored and anytings..
I hate my life now..
And ya, I hate myself too..
Hate everythings around..
For me, be alone all de time is de most enjoyable moments in my life..
Bcz I dun have to think of other tings..
X.X
P/S: Thanks to sumone who accompany me de whole day when I'm moody.. Really appreciate much.. Thank you!

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17.06.2010 No one understand :(

I'm back to blogging :D

Went to gb n bb's band camp for 3 days..

Really have lots of fun there..

The activities were so interesting..

Had a lot of section practices, marching band practices, exercises, fall in and out and also games..

We also got to watch a movie named 'DrumLine' together on de 2nd nite..

Although I was kinda energetic/sleepy tat nite but I managed to watch it until the end of the movie..

Really nice especially when they're playing de drums..xD

Enjoy de camps --> captains ball and capture de flag..

Capture de flag really makes everyone tired..

N i got leg's muscle pain after de camp..

Walk one step pain one time..

Same when go up to de stairs..

Up one step pain one time..

But I do miss de camp..

I do miss and enjoyed de activities and the time spent wit them together..

Hope to have de same camp next time..

Next, seriously mad with someone..

Alwiz disturb here disturb there..

When I said I'm busy means I'm busy la..

Y must u alwiz disturb?

Do u think when sum1 is busy and he/she wil reply u on time?

Impossible right? 

Then?

Started to spam my inbox lik nobody's business.. =.=ll

Really fed up la..

Plus tat time I'm not in mood sumore..zz!

Lastly, no one understand me..

N just I know it myself.. Sigh~

I'm sad but no one know..

I'm keeping myself alone but no one know..

I'm crying behind but no one know..

Everyone tot I'm vry happy, but actually I'm not..

I do have many things or mayb to say discontent that I couldn't express to anybody..

I have tried to express to sum1, but I dun think he/she understand..

But anyway, keep in my heart is de best..

No one know n only I'll know it..

Is really easy/hard to find sum1 who really understand u as u wished..

Excluding/Including me :(

Gambateh to mui for tmr tsd's tournament and all of them who take part in it..

Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3 Jiayou! <3

Tdy msn's pm: Wat u wan? Pls dun simply DISTURB la.. Fed up and hate it.. Make ppl no mood onli!

To be continue next time :)

Tata..

13.06.2010 I Love Blogging..

Blogging, blogging and blogging..

Recently, I love blogging..

I love to tel my blog bout my problems..

Perhaps, it could help me feel better..

Vry zzzzz!

Me again? fine, I've no comment..

Ya, I know ppl dun lik to fetch me..

Okie, honestly, I'm extremely offended..

Mayb u're juz joking but I really couldn't stand for it..

Next time, even I dun have transport, I wun ask for ur ride..

I'm serious, no joking!

Juz to release my anger here..

Super bosong >.

Sry ya, dun offended.. :)

Oh ya, thanks everyone who visited my blog..

I'm really touched..

Tdy onli i noticed quite a number of my fren visited my blog often..

And thanks for ur comments...

<3 Terima kasih!

Bought a pink slipper tdy..

It's pink in colour..

It looks cute and I love it vry much..

Pic of it :

Shoe Shoe Shoe xD

Will be going to watch karate kid with my buddies tmr..

This time less one ppl..only 7 r going..

But I'm sure it'll be vry fun too..

Wil rate it after I watched it.. :)

K la, gonna go on my bed now..

Will be blogging most probably after de band camp..

Dun miss me ya, aiai `ing.. paiseh.. )o.o(

Tdy msn's pm: I'm seriously offended.. hate it so much!

Zai Jian : )

12.06.2010 Shit!

Bloggie, i feel so moody now..

Tat's y i only think of u right now..

I'm in a deep shit..haiz..

I'm missing someone that I shuld/shuldn't..

What should I do now?

Recently, many things happened..

Suddenly different ppl come into my life..

Honestly, I didn't regret to know u..
Although I know many of my fren doesn't like you..
But..

U really help me a lots in my life..

U help me when I'm in trouble,

U tried to settle for me when I do not know what to do..

U care me lik one of ur family's member..

I can feel all ur good faith for me..

No matter what happen, I hope v're friend forever..

I'm missing someone..

But I'll keep it as a secret..

Mayb I've think too much but anyway, hope he'll have a happy and gud life in future..

Secret that can't be discovered.. :(

Oh ya, went for de movie 'Prince of Persia' with a group of buddies dis tuesday..

I rated it 8/10..

It's really a nice movie and worth to watch it..

Although it's really paiseh bcz sumting happened, but v got to laugh a lots..

Laughing makes everyone happier..

So, laugh more.. <3

Next, chucky!

Recently, addicted to Child's Play after watching it in SiWen's hse once nite..

Love de main character, chucky..

Although it's scary but I love it vry much..

Mayb bcz I love horror movie n horror character..

Tat's y.. :)

Wanna share it wit my buddies :)

Buddies, dun get shocked ya.. xD

Tdy msn's pm: Addicted to Child's Play recently.. especially CHUCKY!

TaTa^^

08.06.2010 I'm Free :D

Sorry, guys..

Have abandon my bloggie for quite a long time, finally I'm free to blog again..

Hmm, 1st wanna blog bout yesterday..

I made a decision to break up with him..

Ya, HIM..

I know it's kinda a bad ending but I'm really happy with my life now..

Perhaps, this is the best solution..

I hope I'll more enjoy my life without him..

I felt sorry to him too if I've hurt him..

Hope he will live happily without me..

Hope he will happy forever..xD

Next, holiday started..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone and all my frens..

Enjoy ya..

Will be going for a movie tonite..

Mayb 8 to 9 ppl are going and it's really a big group..

Will blog about de movie when I'm free.. :D

Mid-term test had just passed..

I did badly in some papers..

But I hope the results are still okie la..

Jiayou to everyone..!^.^

Next, really pissed off wit sumone..

A guy who really make everyone pissed off..

Sorry if u're offended..

I really cant tahan wit it tat's y i posted it in my blog..

I hope u won't disturb me anymore..

I need freedom..

Will going for band camp next monday till wednesday..

Hope I'll get fun in it and forget all my past..

I want a new life..

A newborn ChingYeng..

Thanks to all my fren who alwiz accompany me no matter what happens..

Thanks a lot..

I love you all :)

Til Then..

Tdy msn's pm: Happy wit my life now..Perhaps dis is de best solution..

Bye^o^